~JaS{m}YnE~

My first update in my new home.

2009-12-23T13:20:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! Due to the requests of many people. I have decided to update my blog. Sadly, as some of you may know, I am no longer living in Malaysia. So starting from this post, this blog will be about my life in Canada. Although I feel very reluctant to do so, I have no choice. But let me warn you though, this post may be pretty long. So if your bored just stop reading. Ok? Here we go.

Well, it all started on the 15th of December.

Our flight was at 9 in the morning and we had to be checked in at least an hour earlier. We had only slept a wink the night before because we were up packing until 4 in the morning. We also had to wake up at 4.30 in the morning. We were woken up by the sound of the doorbell at 5 in the morning. A half hour later than the time we had planned to wake up. It was both uncles and my aunt and cousin (from my mothers side). They were here to pick us up and take us to the airport. We basically had to force ourselves to wake up and we didn't even have time to say goodbye to our house. The house which I had lived in all my life. We never moved from that house for 16 years. But we didn't even have time to feel emotional. It was a long and quiet ride to the airport. When we arrived at the airport, my Uncle Richard said he had to go. So we said our goodbyes to him and then we checked in our luggage and went to McDonalds for breakfast. Then my mum and dad's good friends showed up. I was really feeling crushed at the time. Then my Uncle David and his wife Aunt Helen and their daughter my cousin Lydia said they had to go. It was so hard to say goodbye to them. But of course, we had to. Suddenly, out of the blues my sisters friends showed up! They gave her lots of gifts and her good friends the twins Woon Kwan and Woon Teng gave me, and my brother gifts too! Their mum also gave my parents some things. Then after taking some pictures and chatting a while, it was time to go. Again, tears rolled down my cheeks as I said goodbye to my parents good friends Uncle Charles and Aunt Arun, and also my sisters friends. As I walked away and waved my heart felt so heavy. In my heart all I could think of was how much I'm going to miss this place. As we got onto the plane, my eyes couldn't help but tear. I was officially going away. Away from the place where I lived for my entire life. As the planes engines started I couldn't stop looking out the window. I could still see some houses far away. The entire plane ride to Hong Kong was just so emotional for me. I kept seeing flashbacks of my time in my beloved Malaysia. I felt a little happier when they served 'Nasi Lemak' on the plane as it was like my last taste of Malaysian food (besides my mothers cooking of course).

We landed in Hong Kong at about 12.30pm. It was of course a little colder than Malaysia. In fact it felt like I was in Cameron Highlands. Of course besides the Chinese writing everywhere and the fact that everyone spoke Cantonese. But it did remind me of home a little. It was also pretty misty. At the airport, we were met by a lady whose name was Sharown. She was one of the helpers for Pastor Gloria. Pastor Gloria was introduced to us by My parents really good friend, Aunt Yvonne. Pastor Gloria was the lady who volunteered to give us a place to stay during our 1 day transit to Canada. So Sharown met us at the airport and took us to the bus that was going to take us to the place we were going to stay in. Instantly my mum and Sharown became really close as my mum speaks Cantonese and she is the most fluent in our family of 5 because my dear Grandmother only speaks Cantonese. I guess Sharown reminded her of home. We took a bus from the airport to Pastor Gloria's home. It was about an hours drive as the airport is located on a different island. Let me tell you this, almost everyone in Hong Kong lives in an apartment. Almost like Singapore. When we arrived, I found out that Pastor Gloria didn't live in the apartment that we stayed in but she lived a few floors down. The place we stayed in was specially for guests. So after we got settled in, Sharown took us to meet Pastor Gloria who was in the city. I think it was called 'Mongkok' Again, it took about an hour and a half by bus for us to reach 'Mongkok'. Of course I fell asleep on the way. We then met Pastor Gloria and another man who was also a pastor named Pastor Abraham who was visiting from China. We then went for dinner at a very nice restaurant. And I discovered something about Hong Kong and that is the food in Hong Kong is superb! Pastor Gloria ordered plenty of dishes as we couldn't read Chinese. We had a wonderful and life changing time during our dinner. It is to long to explain but all I can tell you is that it was amazing. After dinner, we went to a church for a night sermon. It was not very different from the sermons in Malaysia as it was a guest speaker from Africa who spoke English! So that was good. After the sermon it was raining so we went for supper and ate 'Wan Ton Mee'. After that Pastor Gloria, Sharown and Pastor Abraham took us to a prayer tower. After that we took a bus home. During the bus ride my heart kinda felt heavy again because we had to leave, again. I still missed everyone and everything back home. Especially my Grandmother. You see, my Grandmother and I are really close. I love her very much and she was one of the people that really made me feel sad about leaving. Anyway, after a tiring day, we went back to the apartment for a good nights sleep. The next morning, it was time to pack up and leave again. We said our goodbyes and headed of to the airport. Our flight was at 12.50pm and we had left the apartment at 9am. So we had a nice lunch at the airport and then it was time to fly again. This time our flight was to Vancouver. It was going to be an 11 hour plane ride. In the plane I watched 5 movies and ate nothing for the plane was experiencing plenty of turbulence and I kept feeling like I was going to puke. Of course I drank lots of water though. I didn't sleep a wink during the entire journey.

When we arrived in Vancouver, it was raining and it was cold. And I mean like 4 degrees Celsius. But hey, you get used to it. I mean last night it was -22 degrees but the wind chill factor was -33 degrees Celsius. Hows that for cold? So when we reached the Vancouver airport we felt like we were going to faint because none of us slept in the plane for more than an hour. After going to the immigration department, we went to the food court for some sandwiches and delicious hot chocolate. And of course you know whats next, yup you guessed it. Time to fly again.

Finally, after another flight for an hour and a half we finally reached Calgary, Alberta. In the sky, all I could see was the colour white. All over the ground. And yes. It was snow. How beautiful! All our energy was drained out by then. I couldn't even recognize my Aunt Irene when I saw her! And I didn't even know she was standing in front of me when she was! Anyway, we then got our luggage and my Uncle Joe drove us to our new home.

Well, thats all for now. I shall update more about my stay here later. I'll even throw in some pictures! Well, see ya! And thanks for reading! :]

BOOM! Crash and burn!!!

2009-11-17T04:30:00.000-08:00

You must be thinking, another weird title?!?!?! Whats wrong with this girl??? Well, I guess it does kinda seem to be the way I'm feeling right now. Why you ask? Well because it is!!! My reasons are classified. Anyway, the holidays have been good. Well, sort of. I've been spending loads of time with my friends!!! And at the same time, I've been thinking about a lot of things. I actually went for quite a few trips. One to Melaka and one to some orphanages. You can read about them in my friends blogs. Oh and yeah! I'm sorry I haven't been updating my blog. I've been pretty busy lately. Or actually, I've been pretty lazy. Forgive me. Did I mention, I GOT MY NEW GUITAR!!! Finally!!! After so long!!! And yes I can play it!!! I'm not that bad you know! I feel content now. Sigh... Its weird actually. I can remember the time when my friends and I would talk about PMR and life after form 3 and we would always say "1 more year or 2 more years" and so on. Now, its like no more years. Just months. Even days. Time truly passes fast... I thought this year would go by really slowly. But it turns out, it went by in a flash!!! I will truly miss the past but hey! The future will be better right?! I hope so. I truly do.

Anyway, I guess that's all for now!
Bye!

Here are some pictures of my trip to the orphanage!!!

My all time favourite picture!!!

My 2nd favourite picture!!!

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Its so unbelievable!!!!

2009-10-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hey people! I'm back! I know, I know your all wondering what happened to me. Well, I was having my exams (PMR, Trials and Gerak Gempur). So now that its over, I'm back to blogging. I'm feeling kinda happy and sad at the same time. Weird right? Well, that's how it it. Anyway, Its good to be back. I'm really planning to have lots of fun in these 3 months of holidays. Hopefully I'll be able to do lots of stuff! I'm currently going through boredom. Isn't it sad? You must be thinking, PMR is over and she's bored?!?!?! Whats wrong with this girl?!?! But well, hey. That's the way it is. One thing good though, I'm feeling much more relaxed. Which is really great. I also get to do all the things I've been wanting to do!!! Now that's nice. To bad it wont last forever...

So, I better get started!!! Oh and here are some pictures from the prefect dinner!!!
That's all for now!
Bye! :]

At the 2009 Prefect Dinner with the form 3's!!!
(Can you spot me?)

Installation!!!

2009-07-13T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Speaking of installation, it was today. But I'm going to start from the beginning ok?

Well, first of all, we the form 3's planned to make a movie for our performance. It was all set. We planned everything out and were sure that it was gonna be a blast! We started filming last Wednesday I think. First, everyone went home after school to get ready and come back to school for the shooting. We filmed a few scenes in a few different locations in school and that took like 3 hours? Well, it was tiring. We took quite a few takes. Then the next day we did another shooting. We filmed a few scenes in school and then we headed outside the school to shoot one scene. We then went to the park and shot another scene. Then it started to rain and we all went to Sakinah's house to shoot the last few scenes. After 2 grueling days, it was all over! And then, the next day some of us went over to Daryl's house to record our voices. It turned out to be a lot harder than expected and so when all else failed, we decided to put subtitles.

And then, it happened...

We discovered that one of the cameras memory cards was spoiled and that the files were no where else. Not on the computer, not on a file, no where. Needless to say, they were GONE. All that hard work just disappeared. And all our best scenes were in that memory card. When I found out I was going to burst out in tears. We spent so much time shooting and reshooting for no reason!!! But well, it was no ones fault. And there was nothing any of us could do about it. Me, Ashley, Nadine, Wei Beng, Li-Kenn, Firdaus, Azmeer and Subash sat down in Daryl's hall brainstorming about what we were gonna do for our performance since our movie just crashed and burned while Daryl and Kay Vin tried their best to find ways to fix the memory card. Finally, after a long while, Wei Beng came up with the most brilliant idea!

It was a talent show thing. We would all do something that we were good at and make it look like a talent show. We would have a few judges and an announcer to spice things up. It turned out great. I sang a slow English song while Wei Beng played the guitar (thanks for the song and for playing the guitar for me Beng!), Ashley and Li-Kenn did some martial arts, Wei Beng and Daryl did their bucket drum thing, Safura, Hafiz and Firdaus sang a fast BM song, Azmeer did a gay act and Firdaus played a BM folk song on the recorder.
It was good. Ben was the announcer and Leonard, Sakinah, Amirah and Nadine were the judges. That was it! That was our performance. Well, a lot of us kinda thought that it went better than the movie would have. So I guess we form 3 prefects work good under pressure.

As for the installation day itself, it started of nicely. The weather was great and not sunny at all. But when we went to the seminar room, it became terribly hazy and smokey!!! I couldn't even breath!!! Thank God that the weather during the installation itself was great. After it was over, some of the form 3's went for lunch while the rest of us waited for them to finish their lunch. After that we all went behind block C to practice our performances and get Azmeer or should I say 'Germany Sheraton' for his big debut. After that it was performance time. The form 1's did a drama entitled the frog prince and then it was our turn. It was fun!!! I must say, it was one of our best performances. Then the form 2's performed the song 'The show by Lenka' with a few interesting effects. The form 4's did and awesome stop motion film which I personally think was just downright cool!!! (good job guys!!!) And then the event ended with the form 5's who showed a few videos of their memories. And that was the end of Installation day!!! It was one of the best installation days I had been for I guess. Well, thats all for now!!! Pictures will be coming later.

The End :]

Subang Rally!!! (P.U.S.H.)

2009-07-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hello people!!! I know, its been a very long time since I last updated and I'm sorry about that. Anyway, subang rally was a blast!!! Well the day started of like this,

I was an usher so I got up at 6 and went with Ming Wei to Sunway College at 7 something. We were briefed and were put at different stations. It was an exhausting experience. I was so tired that when I came home I just fell on the sofa and dozed off!!! Well,I think partly it was because we were not allowed to use the elevator and the hall where the rally took place was on the forth floor!!! So I think I spent most of my time climbing the stairs than doing anything else!

Session 1

The first session of the conference was a blast! First we had worship and then Hannah Yoeh gave a short speech. Then, it was Pastor Daniel Singh's turn. He was really good! I went out for alter call and then all the SMK USJ 4 students gathered for prayer. We then broke into small groups. I led my group in prayer. Then it was lunch time. Everyone lined up to get their lunch but because the line was so awfully long I decided to just get a drink from the vending machine. Jean Ann (don't ask me why) waited in line at a stall for the longest time just to buy a sandwich!!! And I thought she wanted to buy a hot dog so she had to wait but instead she bought a prepacked sandwich which was already on the counter!!! Lol. She can be a very funny girl la sometimes. Then she gave one of her sandwiches to the boys. It was so amusing to see Wei Beng, Daryl and Ben Sern fight over a sandwich!!!

Session 2

The second session was awesome!!! Worship was good because they sang my favourite song!!! Pastor Andy spoke and knowing pastor Andy, his sermon was full of life and energy!!! He was like those wind up toys that would never stop jumping and chattering until you stop them!!! It was cool. Well I went out for alter call again. This time I got filled with the spirit. It was a nice feeling to experience it again. After that, the conference was over. And now for the night concert!!!

Night Concert

Well, after the conference, all the ushers were given a briefing. It was 5.15 and they told everyone to be back at the hall at 6.30! And the worst part was that the only place to have dinner was at Sunway Pyramid and the only way to get there was to take the shuttle bus or a taxi! Jean Ann, Wei Beng, Daryl and Ben Sern had already gone to Sunway Pyramid so I decided to just have dinner at the College Cafeteria with Amy. But well wonder of all wonders, the cafeteria was closed! On the way to the cafeteria, me and Amy met some of the other ushers from our school. We all decided to rush the Sunway for dinner. We ran to a bus outside the college and realised that it wasn't the shuttle bus. Then Ming Wei spotted some taxi's and they said that it was only gonna be 5 bucks from where we were to Sunway. I thought it was an ok fare. So 5 of us crammed into a taxi while the others went with the 2 other taxi's. When we reached Sunway Pyramid, we ran to McDonalds. But well, it was packed! So we decided to go to KFC instead. We had a really quick meal (except Darren cause he was such a slow eater) and then we ran to get a taxi and were taken back to Sunway College.

The night concert started of well with one of the best worship sessions I had ever been to. It was really like a concert! Then there was a cool dance performance by the City Harvest Church. The sermon was by Pastor Clement Wong. Then, it was alter call time. It lasted for quite a while actually. I prayed for Pamela and gave her a word. And the night ended with one last round of worship were they sang my favourite song again. After that all the ushers and other volunteers gathered to stack the chairs and clean up. It was already 11.45 by that time. I had spent 18 whole hours just having fun and praising God!!! It had a very nice, fun and exhausting time! Alas, it was time to go home. Because I had no transport, Anna sent me home. (Thanks Anna!!!)

Home

When I got back home I dug my bag for the key and opened the door because no one was home. I got in the house and literally fell on the sofa and dozed off! When my family came home it was already around 1 am? It was one of the nicest times I ever had.

Thats all!!! I hope you enjoyed reading this post!!! :]

Here are some pictures,

Me and Vivian!!!

Me and Ming Wei!!!

Me and Shu Run wearing the P.U.S.H. t-shirt!!!
(mine was the normal one and hers was the committee one)

Me and Anna!!!

Me and Pamela!!!

Woot woot!!! Camp results!!!

2009-04-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

Lol... I know... Weird title... Anyway, here's the verdict, camp was a BLAST!!! And I mean literally... As in it was fun most of the time and a not so fun at sometimes. But still one of the best prefect camps I've been to so far. Good job O.C's! It must have been real hard to put the pieces together. So, here it goes.

The first day.
Hmm... Well, went to school with Christy, got my tag from my group leader manveer, by the way, I was in group one. In my group was Manveer, me, Barret, Christopher, Leonard, Izzati, Lucas, Maria, Farah, Soffiyah and Sue Anne. And yes. I was the oldest girl in my group. Sat on the bus with Prasanna. Went for lunch at some stop. Lunch was of course, tasteless... Got a big cracker from my G.A. (guardian angel) and I do mean cracker as in food. It was the size of a big plate!!! And there were 3 of them!!! Lol... Went back to the bus and played with Li-Kenn's lovely fedora hat!!! (Thanks Kenn!!!) And after that, we finally reached our destination a while later. At first, the place seemed to be very painful to the eyes. But after a while, I kinda got used to it. To tell you the truth, it looked way better than the camps before. At first, the girls got the upstairs dorm while the guys were downstairs. After everyone was settled in, they suddenly made a switch because there were not enough beds for the guys downstairs and plenty unused beds upstairs. We went for our first activity in the Dewan which was much nicer compared to many others before. (Obviously!!!) The only bad thing about this place was that it was fly infested!!! And I mean INFESTED!!! Everywhere you went there were flies!!! An average of 10 flies per person!!! Ok, ok maybe not so much but an average of 5 or more definitely!!! And there are like 105 people!!! So you do the math... Then we had some games and stuff. We then went to the so called 'padang' and did some sort of senam robik/dance thingy. After that, we had dinner. It was just so unappetizing that I skipped it. And my G.A. gave me and empty plate!!! Then we had some activities in the dewan. After that we all went to sleep.

The second day.
Well, we got up, did some senam robik again, went back to the dorm to freshen up and I gave my mortal some cheezels and then went to the cafeteria for breakfast. And again, it was terribly unappetizing and so I skipped my breakfast. We started our 6 hour race which consists of a fear factor competition, jungle trekking and river crossing and an explorace with the fear factor competition. But before that, we were given a loaf of bread, a can of kaya and a 5.5 litre bottle of water to last 11 of us for the rest of the day! Is that stupid or what?! Thank goodness group one went first because we only had to put a live worm in our mouth while others had to eat it. Blech!!! Then one member of our team which was manveer had to eat a raw salted egg!!! Double blech!!! Then we ran to our next destination which was a bridge. There we found out that we had to kiss an ugly, slimy, creepy, disgusting, annoying frog!!! And it was huge!!! Triple blech!!! Then we all had to share a raw egg. We then ran up a stupid steep hill and did the usual obstacle course. We ran back down and went back to our first stop thinking we had finished this challenge. But oh were we wrong... There was one more stop! So we ran there and realised that we had to have a 'Malaysian sandwich' and eat the 'apple of Malaysia' in order to finish this challenge. The Malaysian sandwich was bread from the loaf we were given earlier, belacan as in uncooked and cincalok, uncooked as well. Disgusting right? Where as the 'apple of Malaysia' was a big, green, smelly, spicy, throat burning onion that almost brought me to tears!!! Everyone was really wanting to throw up but alas we could not because we would lose 5000 points... Stupid right??? So everyone kept drinking water to stop the burning. And don't forget! It was supposed to last us for the entire day!!! Then when that was finally over, we started our next activity. Jungle trekking and river crossing. Well the jungle was of course like any other jungle I had been to before but then I certainly got more injured this time. And my shoe soles broke so my feet were almost exposed to the groud if it wasn't for the cloth and sponge layer. Everyone else got leaches stuck to them and sucking their blood but I had to get poked by thorns. Man, you could see almost everyones shirt stained with blood due to the leaches dropping off their skin or getting squished. Then we went down a steep, dry, desert like clay hill. We finally finished our 3 hour hike and I was dying of thirst and my stomach was killing me due to me not eating.Everyone sat on the grass and looked dead. I almost felt like I was about to die of thirst and stomach pain!!! So I finally surrendered and went to the river to fill up the 5.5 litre bottle which was empty with so called 'dangerous' river water while the others finished up the bread and kaya. But what was I to do? Die of thirst? That was definitely not the way I planned of dying. We waited on that field for at least an hour because the O.C's were deciding whether we would continue with the explorace and cancel the night walk or the other way around. But they finally decided to continue with the explorace and not go for the night walk which I personally think was a good idea. So they started the explorace of with smsing us some questions. The objective of the explorace was to get 40 peoples name, ic number, job and etc. We also had to get 12 stamps and signatures of big companies from the town nearby. So we walked all the way to the small, quiet town while it was raining through lots of estates which were kind of scary. After stopping by a few houses, it stopped raining. We then reached our first big company. A police station, where we had to wash and clean two cells and the toilet... The cells were scary and dark with writings on the wall. It was just a small room with a blue metal cell gate and a platform on the floor and 3 very small, high up windows on the wall. The toilet was just like your average school toilet only cleaner, bigger, a metal pipe sticking out of the wall for a shower and a cell gate for a door. Me and the other girls I think washed the toilet while the rest swept the cells. Then we went to a petrol station and then a mosque. By then it started to rain again. While the so called trainers sat on their butts at the bus stop while we went walking aimlessly around the ghost town, the teachers had no idea where we were. When they realised where we were, they gave the trainers a real scorching because we should not be allowed out unsupervised. The trainers kept trying to deny their wrong doings and soon after the teachers gave up. The trainers kept trying to taunt us by telling us about how the other teams were back at the training center having their dinner. Me, being already tired, thirsty and hungry really couldn't care less about what they were trying to do. Manveer wanted to walk back to the training centre because the trainers said it was only a 5 minute walk back but was stopped because one, the teachers would not allow it and two, we would lose 10 000 points. So we kept trying and trying to hitch a ride while watching others go by in cars both small and big. We finally came across a lovely couple who was riding their storm car when we stopped them and asked them to give us a ride. Willingly, they agreed! We were overjoyed!!! Some of us including me stood up and held on tightly to the car while the wind and rain water combined blew on our faces. It was the best experience I had at the camp. And it also turned out that it was a 5 minute driving distance back and not walking distance! If we had actually walked, we would have taken at least half an hours time!!! When we got back, I finally made myself eat. This particular meal wasn't to bad I guess. At least it was better than the ones before. Got another empty plate from my G.A. After that we all went back to the dorm to get ready for our malam kebudayaan which theme was pirates. The guys idea of a pirate costume was a fake hoop earring. Of course they tried lying to me and saying that they really pierced their ears with a needle and candle but of course I didn't fall for it. I mean, come on la... Do you really think I'm that stupid? Lol... And besides, its for little girls!!! Not guys!!! That's why it kept falling of and couldn't fit your ear!!! We then had some games, the O.C's did a really great performance. The seniors also did a performance. After that, we went to the the cafeteria to listen to some very painful karaoke songs and for supper where I gave my mortal a drink. After that, it was finally siesta time...

The third day.
We got called to wake up by the O.C's at 5.45 and we, me, Christy, Ashley and Nadine, not caring about the wake up call, went back to sleep. We were asked to wake up 10 times and went back to sleep everytime! I'm sorry O.C's!!! We were just so tired!!! We eventually got up at about 7 something. Gave my mortal some sweets as she kept begging for her G.A to give her some! Had some team activities and stuff and then went back to the dorm to get dressed into our uniforms for the majlis penutupan. My G.A. then gave me a chocolate bar. Then I finally found out that my G.A. was Rahman!!! My mortal, Nurul Asyiqin, was totally surprised that I was her G.A. cause I really tried my best to convince her that it was a guy and that I did not give my mortal anything! Finally we got onto the bus and went back home. The journey for me certainly was short as I fell asleep!!!

So that's it!!! I really hope you enjoy reading this post just as much as I enjoyed writing and experiencing it!!!
Bye!!!

Camp???

2009-04-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

Hello people!!! I'm really sorry I didn't update my blog for so long. Anyway, life's fine. Nothing much has changed. Got my results back. Not to good though. I'm definitely not proud of it. Well there's BM-62%, BI-90%, Maths-84%, Science-87%, Sej-4o%, Geo-48% and KH-56%. So? What do you think? I think its bad. Really bad... Ok. Enough about that. Back to the point. My day today was kinda fun. Not to fun, not to boring. We had a briefing about camp today though. After thinking and struggling to decide I finally decided to go for camp. I guess I should right? I mean my friends know whats my reason but I'm so not gonna tell you guys!!! Well, I checked out the website of the place we're going to have the camp and I guess it seems ok. It doesn't look to bad, but hey! Pictures can be deceiving!!! Here's the link so you can check it out for yourselves. I'm really hoping and praying that everything will be fine. If it isn't I really don't know what I'll do... To bad Ms See Jean Ann can't go... I'm really glad the rest of them are though. Thank God for that! Or I would have had to be alone!!! So I'm really kinda looking forward to it. Not a lot!!! But a little bit... Well I hope your happy guys!!! I'm going for camp!!! HAPPY!?!?!? Lol... Sorry about that... I needed to get that out of my system. God! Please make sure this camp will be better that the ones before!!! Thank you!!! So I guess thats it! Hope I make it out alive!!! Lol!

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Chiao!!!

Life's a funny story...

2009-03-19T02:28:00.000-07:00

All my life I wanted to be 15. And well, I got my wish. But life obviously isn't that great at 15. For me at least... Well, time sure went by fast. (I know, its like I'm repeating it over and over again. But hey! Its true!!!) I can still remember when I was 7 I wanted to be 8, and when I was 8 I wanted to be 9 and so on, but when I was 12 I wanted to go back to being 7! But of course that could never happen right? Obviously... Anyway, I guess I should learn to treasure being 15. Besides, I can never be 15 again. So, we'll wait and see what happens. So, the holidays certainly are interesting. But sadly my school does not know how to appreciate these wonderful days of rest and joy. They are making the students of SMK USJ 4 WORK during these wonderful days for the TEST that comes AFTER THE HOLIDAYS!!! How stupid is that? And every other school I know has had their tests like way before the holidays!!! Doesn't the school know we need rest?! We are not robots you know!!! Sheesh... As you all know, PMR is this year. For those of you who don't know what PMR is, its an examination that determines if we become science or arts students. I know, what a way to judge students. Well that's the Malaysian education system for you!!! Isn't it wonderful????? NOT!!! Well, its not like I've got a choice anyway. Every student who's 15 in Malaysia has to go through it. Well... That's only a small part of how its like being 15 in Malaysia. Anyway, that's it for now. There shall be more soon!!! Oh wait!!! There shall not be!!! Here's an announcement,

I shall not be updating for a while as I am in fact sitting for my PMR examinations this year. So don't expect an update for a while!!!

ADIOS!!! :]

Tagged!

2009-03-05T03:23:00.000-08:00

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her.
10 things about Vivian and Christy!!!

Vivian
1. she's nice. :]
2. she's my classmate. :]
3. she's got a nice smile. :]
4. she kinda sits infront of me.
5. she says she desperately wants skinny legs.
6. she can be very energetic at times! :]
7. she shares the same birthday as biba(Ee Lyn)
8. she has a really cute pencil box.
9. she can be a little sick at times...
10. she's a girl!!! Yay!!! :P

Christy
1. she's one of my buddies!!!
2. she can be really silly at times. :]
3. she likes a LOT of guys. Lol!
4. she is a great friend.
5. she hates dogs!!! :[ Lol!!!
6. she is a gambling queen!!! :]
7. she hates her bm teacher.
8. she likes going out with her friends.
9. she makes me laugh a lot! :]
10. she is a great dancer!!! :]

Now, write 10 things about the person who got tagged.
10 things about Jasmyne

1. she's from 3R! :]
2. she likes making new friends! :]
3. she gets stressed very easily! :]
4. she likes it when people try to make her feel happy!!! :]
5. she's got great friends!!! :]
6. she loves hanging out with her friends!!! :]
7. she loves god!!! :]
8. she has the greatest family ever!!! :]
9. she adores her dog!!! :]
10. she loves whacking people!!! :]

5 people I wanna tag:
1. Anyone
2. can
3. do
4. this
5. tag

B'day???

2009-02-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

Lol... It was such a weird day today... As some of you know, today is my birthday. A few days before, I had asked my buddies if they would like to have lunch with me for my b'day. They all said they were busy and so on and so forth. Of course I was dissapointed but I tried not to show it. Well, the day started of nicely with people wishing me happy birthday and so on. But I received nothing from my buddies which was very very weird... After that, things started to get even weirder... I acted calm and cool (well not exactly... :]) but of course inside me I was wondering when they would finally burst out with a so called birthday surprise? I waited anxiously and was a little upset. Finally, the school day ended. And yet, nothing... When I got back home, I was pretty miserable... I took a bath and took a short nap until I got a phone call. It was Christy, asking me if I wanted to go for a walk before she went for 'tuition'... Reluctently, I agreed. Sleepy and tired I was. Not wanting to get up at all but of course I did. When she arrived, I realised she was dressed up quite nicely for a walk to the park... But she denied and said that she was dressed up for tuition. She kept asking me to hurry because her mum was not home and did not know that she had stepped out of the house. She kept asking me why I looked so sad but as usual, I denied my emotions... Lol. Duh!!! Its Jasmyne!!! Hello!!! :] Anyway, it was about to rain so we went back to my house, when we arrived at my house, the air-con was on and it was dark. When I went in I was bombarded with those pop streamer things. I was scared out of my skull!!! Lol. Well, whatever happened after that I shall tell you all another time, anyway thank you mummy, sis, Jean Ann, Christy, Ashley, Daryl, Ben, Beng, Syaniz, Meena, Charina, Lisa and Danesa!!! You made my day!!! And thanks especially to my three buddies (Jean Ann, Christy and Ashley) and family for organizing my surprise bash!!! I love you all very much!!! :]

26 February 2009 :]

Changes... Good or bad???

2009-02-04T06:57:00.000-08:00

I think I'd go with both good and bad. Wouldn't you??? Being 15 sure is different. And hard to! A lot has changed this year. I finally can see why I wasn't exactly looking forward to it, but that isn't something I would like to share with you guys. Its a real change but well change is good. Right??? Maybe... I really actually kinda excited at first but now, I just cant wait for it to end!!! My friends are great though. That's one good point! Sort of... I also know now that you certainly cannot and I mean CANNOT judge a book by its cover. Oh wait! I knew that! But my friends didn't... Well at least some of them... I somehow wish i could turn back time but I guess that just doesn't happen now does it??? I don't think so. Well I guess that's all for today. Thanks for reading about my so called miserable life! Not!!! :]

(This post was done due to the complaints that I got and especially from a certain girl named Miss Wong Ee Lyn!!!)

Tetanus Toxoid (ATT)???

2009-01-19T05:26:00.000-08:00

Yup. Tetanus Toxoid. Got an injection today. It wasn't that bad I guess. I mean it did hurt and my hand is numb but its for my own good right? To tell you the truth it was ok but on the other hand, side effects are sorta getting on my nerves. Fevers, coughs, colds and so on. Unbearable. Anyway, I was freaked out at first but calmed down evetually. A lot of my friends found the jab to be terribly painful. Jean Ann onthe other hand laughed after she got hers. Talk about 'kooky'! No la, Im just kidding. Besides, laughter is the best medicine. And CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming soon!!! Yay!!! A whole week of from school!!! Correction. I think holidays are the best medicine! Lol!!! Anyway, gotta go. So it'll just be a short one today. Bye!!! :]

And oh yeah,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
in advance!!!

"Jesus loves me this I know" - Jasmine Apryl Tan

2009-01-04T03:45:00.000-08:00

Well well well, a wierd title huh? Not exactly... This post is dedicated to a girl I know who shares the (sorta) the same name as I do. Well Jas, I gotta admit Im gonna miss you. Although not seeing your grumpy and sad face all the time should be nice, it isnt exactly (sorta! just kiddin).... Cause then I know that person I love to bully cant be bullied by me anymore!!! Hehe... Anyway, thanks for the post dedicated to me on your blog - (http://jazzybooo.blogspot.com/) It really means a lot to me that your actually willing to do such a thing for me. Remember what I told you! You better not forget it!!! Take care dear girl! Remember, you can always come to me if you need help! Do keep that silly, grumpy attitude of yours or you just wouldn't be you!!! Remember one last thing, and that is God loves you very much!!!

This is dedicated to Jasmine Apryl Tan Szu-Yin!!!
Feedback of - "..but no one is great without Christ in their heart" - jasmyne foo
(http://jazzybooo.blogspot.com/)

Jasmine Apryl Tan Szu-Yin!

(I thought this picture was decent and at least we can sorta see her true face!!!)

You have certainly made my day!!!

2008-12-31T02:41:00.000-08:00

Hello people!!! Well, as you all know today is New Years Eve!!! Can you believe it!!! Well the year 2008 has been a great year. This year has helped me realize many things. Throughout my entire life I don't think any year could beat this one. It took time for me to process all the changes that I've been through but to me it was all worth it. I got to know myself better, (I know what your thinking, weird right?) I got to know my family better, I even got to know some of my friends better. But best of all, I got to know my God and Heavenly Father better. And I thank him so much for making me a better person and for giving me so much joy in the year 2008. And I'm also very thankful for some of the opportunities he gave me. Anyway, the year 2009 will be a very special year to me (Some of you may know why). Wow. I still can't believe that this year is almost over! So to all of you that stood by me no matter what and even helped me realize the truth, thank you. You have certainly made my day!!! So,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

From me, Jasmyne to you!!!
31st December 2008

The new???

2008-12-02T23:29:00.000-08:00

Hello people! Well, I got a new haircut! Its well, short. But nice! Lol. Anyway, I really think I need a break though. Really tired lately... Well, I got the news that I'm in 3R. Nothing to shout about. To tell you the truth. I'm trying not to care. I mean to me, its really unfair but hey, we have to live and learn right? Anyway, I should be trying to focus on other things really such as my studies. Yesterday was my dads birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!! :] As you all know, CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON!!! Yay!!!!! I'm really glad though, because Christmas is the time the world was given its most precious gift of all!!! I'm kinda excited to! I mean, my church is having a children's musical and I'm helping out by teaching the kids their dance moves. Its called a King Is Coming To Town. I'm not sure about you guys but to me, the holidays this year have seriously passed fast! Before I knew it, it was already December! Sigh... How, sad!!! But I kinda miss school though. Weird right!!! Haha. Looking back, my life has really changed! And I mean for the better! Its weird when I look back and I remember how when I was 7 I wished I was 8 and so on when I looked at those who were older than me. And you know what??? I cant believe I'm already going to be 15!!! Its really shocked me how fast time really flew by... Amazing right??? I know... Anyway, I guess I'm just going to enjoy my life while I can and while it lasts!!! I guess thats it for now! Bye!!!! And oh ya,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

Finally!

2008-11-24T06:11:00.000-08:00

Me and my buddies!!! :]

Hey hey people!!! Lol... Well, its been a really tiresome week for me... So its not really true that relaxation is the number one thing you get most of during the holidays. Haha... To tell you the truth, if it wasn't for my buddies I would be bored stiff!!! Thank God for them! Anyway, last, last week on Monday I think, me and my 3 buddies went out to Taipan (I know, its a very late update). We had like the best time ever! Sorta... Hehe... We had 'lunch' there and did some window shopping. I mean there really isn't much in taipan. Met Jean Ann's mum and brother and followed them to a little shop for a while. Eventually we left them and went to do more window shopping. When it started to rain we went to my house. We played the Game of Life and Monopoly. My mum baked brownies so we all had a few pieces. Then everyone went home. This is kind of a short post because there really isn't anything else but we did spend almost 6 hours! Oh well, I shall let most of the pictures do the talking for this post cause Im kinda tired today. Oh! And guess what! I finished reading my boodk the Theater Shoes along with another book called Starring Sally J. Freedman as Herself by Judy Blume. So basically I have finished two books. Im currently trying to finish another book called The Wedding Planner's Daughter by Coleen Murtaugh Paratore. Some of you may know that I had actually bought this book a long time ago but never really bothered to read it. Hehe. So I finally told myself to read it and I find that it has a very interesting story line! Hehe. So I guess thats it. Here are the wonderful pictures me and my buddies took. Enjoy! (Sorry, this post is really late cause I actually made it like a week ago but because there was something wrong with my computer I couldn't post it until now)

( P.s, We finally got a group picture with Ashley in it! :] )

Monopoly!!! :]

Playing the game of life... :]

:]

Ouch...

2008-11-17T06:44:00.000-08:00

Me and My Buddies! Sorry Ashley's Missing, She Wasn't Around. :]

The Post

Haha! Weird title, I know... Don't worry, it totally has nothing to do with the post. Lol. Anyway, the holidays have been just great. I've really been spending loads of time with my buddies! Haha... Sorta... Well I have been wanting to update but i really haven't got the time to do so... Anyway, so far I've been spending time with Jean Ann, Christy and Ashley! We've been having the greatest time... I really can't say I've been happy though... There really are a lot of things going about in my mind... It can be very annoying. Currently hooked onto my Ipod or really my sisters, but we share it or so I think. Lol! And a book. Trying to find a time which I can read it in peace. Its called Theater Shoes by Ned Streatfeild. Its a good book. Very interesting. Christy says the english is practically impossible to understand cause its British English and I mean really British like one of the ladies in the story says money as bees and honey and stairs as apples and pears. Haha! Its adorable I tell you! Anyway, the song that I'm currently hooked on is This Is Home by Switchfoot! Haha... I guess to me its a really meaningful song! Anyway, here are some pictures of me and me buddies! :] You may find them on Jean Ann or Christy's blog. I just wanted to show you who my buddies are. :] These are the pictures that I think are the best of me and my buddies. :]

Yours Truly And Her Favourite Cartoon Chraracter Pooh Bear!!! :]

Me and My buddy Jean Ann Trying To Touch The Sky!!! :]

Me and My Buddy Christy Just Doing What We Do Best!!! :]

Me and My Buddy Ashley Just Hanging Loose!!! :]

Its finally over!!!

2008-11-05T05:42:00.000-08:00

Wow... I cant believe its all over... Time really passes so fast... Well, at least my exams are over!!! I cant believe its already November!!! Anyway, there are some things that I can look forward to like catching up on my sleep, finally being able to get out of the house once in a while... Like today for instance, yesterday was so called the last day of school, so today the 2009 form 1's to be came to register. Umm... To tell you the truth, I think some of them are still very young looking but hey, aren't we all??? Haha! Anyway, as usual I had to go to school to help out at 8 in the morning. Stood in the rain for 2 hours straight without any shade greeting parents and showing them the way. Then after that I helped a teacher with her booth. It was the lickhung booth. When that was over, at 12 noon, me and Ashley went to the shops to eat. Then, recieved a call from Christy saying that Jean Ann had invited us over to her house. Me and Ashley walked to my house so that I could change. Saw Connie in her house on the way there. Christy came to my house and we walked to Jean Ann's house together. Bought some snacks first though. Then I followed Ashley home so she could change but I ran out of the house after that and went to Jean Ann's because of some certain reason. Heard Jean Ann play a song on the piano and then Ashley arrived. Played with Jean Ann's adorable puppy named Ashley and then played pickle round for a while. Then got a deck of cards and started playing Cho Tai Tee while eating snacks. Then played a stupid game called gossip or secret (LOL). Then got bored and went to the park for to play some basketball for like a very short while. Then fooled around on the swings, seesaw, and etc. etc., then we got a bit mad with some kids that were younger than us. Then we went home cause Christy and Ashley had tution. When I got home, Ashley realised that she had left her phone and wallet at my house and came to pick it up before she went for tution.
The End!!! :]

Tagged by Janelle

2008-11-05T04:54:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Janelle

1. What’s your ambition?
a) Not to sure about that yet...

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
a) Friends obviously...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
a) As often as when pigs and donkeys fly! :]

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
a) I guess so???

5. How many babies you want?
a) I have no idea...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
a) Umm... Yeah???

7. What is your goal for this year?
a) To just be me and just have fun!!!

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
a) Huh??? Eternity love??? Isn't it eternal love??? Anyway, yeah sure I do...

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
a) I
b) really
c) have
d) no
e) absolute
f) idea
g) of what
h) a perfect
i) boyfriend or girlfriend
j) is!!!
There!!! I listed 10!!! :]

10. What are you really afraid of?
a) Many things... But for now, I cant remember them... :]

11. What is your bad habits?
a) Are!!! Are!!! What are your bad habits!!! Umm, I have to many!!! :]

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
a) Umm, yeah... Get to know me before you judge me. Thats all!!! :]

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
a) Lets have the readers answer that themselves...

14. What does flying mean to you?
a) Flying??? I guess its like floating in the sky???

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
a) Umm... Its a secret so I shall not tell you!!! :]

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
a) She is my sister
b) She is sometimes a pain but not always
c) A good listener (sometimes but most of the time)
d) An awsome elder sister
e) A great counselour
f) A super cool friend
g) Rocks!!!

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
a) Nothing? :]

19. Do you sometimes wish you were someone else??? (Personal Question)
a) Yup. Sometimes...

20. How are you today?
a) Tired!!! :]

Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.

List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
a) Jean Ann
b) Christy
c) Wei Beng
d) Ben Sern
e) Bianca

Tagged by Lilyan

2008-11-05T04:06:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Lilyan

1.Five things you love to say are.
a) ok
b) whatever
c) mengada
d) what
e) ?

2.The sweetest thing your lover can do for you on V-Day?
a) Be nice???

3. Girls. You prefer receiving 1 pound of chocolates or a dozen roses from your lover? Or both?
For guys. Do you prefer giving one pound of chocolates or a dozen roses to your lover? Or both?
a) 1 pound of chocolate. Roses just die and wilt... Whats so good about that???

4. Your 16-year-old friend is pregnant.
What do you ask/tell her when she tells you she's pregnant?
a) When it happens I shall tell you...

5. Sons? Daughters? Or orphans? Or none at all?
a) Not to sure about that one...

6. If you were to choose ONLY ONE person to spend the rest of your life with in the middle of nowhere, who will it be?
a) No one, so I shall choose my dog!!!

7. If you catch your lover kissing another partner IN PUBLIC, what would you do?
a) The same answer as number 4...

8. Would you prefer eating chocolate dipped crickets or Durians?
a) Durians, obviously!!! Sheesh... How dumb can you get!?!?!?

9. If you have your own store, what will its name be and why?
a) Truly Jasmyne's!!! Not... I have no idea...

10. You love …
a) God and my family and friends!!!

11. What's your status?
a) ???

12. Describe yourself in eight words.
a) I am a girl living in a world...

13. Is music a part of your life?
a) Yup!!! :]

14. Any advice for the world?
a) Take my advice world!!! :]

15. Tag?
a) Anyone who wants to do this tag...

Aussies!!!

2008-10-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hello!!! So sorry for writing so late... Exams!!! Anyway, here is how it went.

Day 1
Well, we all went to school at 7.30 and waited for the aussies to arrive. When it was 9.30, they asked us to form a line to greet the aussies. Their arrival was a very grand moment I guess. We shook hands with the aussies as they walked in one line as well. Then, we were all asked to go to the Dewan Sri Kencana for a little ice breaking. As usual it was kinda lame so we Malaysians didnt really bother about it. But of course the aussies, being new and all, did it. Then we started to meet our foster guests. Mine was a guy named David, he is 16. He is a nice guy. Anyway, I then gave him a so called tour of the school and at the same time introduced him to some of my friends. Then we headed for Sunway Lagoon. I know what your thinking, SUNWAY LAGOON!!! OF ALL PLACES TO GO!!! WHY SUNWAY LAGOON!!! Or so thats what i thought. But on the other hand, the aussies enjoyed it. Well me and a few of my friends were kinda bored stiff though... After that my mum came and picked us up from school. We brought David out for Indian food!!! :]

Day 2
Umm... Well I kinda forgot what happened on the 2nd day so lets just skip to the 3rd day shall we??? And besides, nothing important happened. :]

Day 3
Well, first of all we headed of to Rawang I think. At Rawang we visited a plastic factory called great wall plastic industries. (God knows why.) Had a boring lecture about plastic and then headed into the plastic factory. Me and Rishantini were so bored we just walked and stared at things. The whole place stinked of chemicals though. The only good part about the trip was the freebies. Yay!!! Not... Anyway, after that we headed for the padi fields. We had lunch at the so called kampung place and then went to the padi fields but then it started to rain, so we stayed in the bus instead. Then we went to this restaurant place for dinner. The food was horrendous but the place had a nice lake or seaside view. But then it started to pour!!! And we all had to run to the bus!!! And the worst part was, we found out that we couldn't visit the firefly farm cause it was raining so we went home instead.

Day 4
The day that we had all been waiting for!!! The day of the high tea!!! The day that we had been practicing all this time for!!! Anyway, me and David went to school in the morning and I kinda had to ditch him after that cause we had to go for rehearsal and yadda yadda. Anyway, went into the surau for the first time ever!!! But my friends said that it was ok so yeah. Anyway, tried on my cheongsam and it was a perfect fit!!! Sorta... Hung out in the surau for like an hour or so then me, Safura, Saufi, Syahirah and Bariah headed to Safura's house to get some stuff. After that, we went to Suraya Hani's house and Suraya's mum sent us to school. Went for one last rehearsal and had a few problems which were settled thank god!!! Then we had to leave. We left around 1 and a half hours earlier than the aussies. We went on a wonderful looking bus which was super comfortable. But the sad part was that I barely got to sit down for more than a minute!!! Was to busy helping people to put on their makeup or spray their hair!!! Which reminds me, THANK YOU CHRISTY FOR ALL THE MAKEUP AND HAIRSPRAY!!! No seriously. If it wasn't for her stuff we would have had a major disaster!!! So basically, I stood up most of the time. When we reached the hall, all the dancers got ready. (I will censor out this part cause I dont want you readers to get mad so lets just say something bad happened but we dealt with it anyway.) We then waited backstage until it was our turn to dance. The dances went well but not perfect but anyway, GOOD JOB GUYS!!! WE SURE SHOWED 'EM!!! When everything was over, the dancers were finally allowed to eat and just relax. Then it was time to go home. Me and my mum took David to summit cause he wanted to try ramen. When we got home, I was so tired I went strait to bed!!!

Day 5
Well, the last day was really sad. We had a closing ceremony and then the aussies had to go visit a factory but we weren't allowed to go cause there was a limit to the amount of people that were allowed to go. But there was an open house at the principals so called 'house'. But I couldn't go cause I didn't have any transport. So after the closing ceremony we said our goodbyes and they were off. It was a very upsetting moment.

Airport
Then, me and a few other friends decided to go to the airport to say one last goodbye!!! The aussies were so excited to see us!!! We spent the most wonderful time talking and just having fun. But then it was time for them to go. Me and my friends ran up and down looking down at the glass windows hoping to see them. We kept on banging and hitting the windows in tears just to get their attention. We even ran all the way to the train!!! I guess we just couldn't believe they were going. Everyone was teared up. Even the airport played the most appropriate song when they left!!! Byebye by Mariah Carey!!! Dang!!! Then we all left. Tracy's mum took me, Sharmaine and Amelia out for dinner and then sent us home. It was really so sad...

So I guess thats it. That was what happened. Anyway, pics and videos coming soon!!!
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Fan Dancing???

2008-09-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

Lol... Seriously... I mean it... I'm fan dancing!!! Lol... Its for the Australians when they come to Malaysia. Man, it looks easy but its totally not!!! It is seriously quite tiring... My feet hurt cause I danced bare footed. Yeesh... My hand hurts cause of that fan of mine... The screw came out so I had to like tie it with rubber bands... The choreographer is seriously good though... He totally thought of all the steps, and in only like 1 and a half weeks!!! I cant wait till the aussie's come!!! One of them will be staying at my house!!! Lol... Oh ya, guess what??? I'm over it!!! Hahaha!!! I feel so free and happy!!! Wanna know what I'm over??? SORRY!!! I'm so not gonna tell you!!! Muahahaha!!! Anyway, sorry about that... It was just a sudden outburst... Hehe... Well, I'm currently addicted to the finale dance song for the Australians... Haha!!! Its very very addictive and nice!!! I guess thats kinda it... Will update again soon (I hope)!!!

A very upsetting goodbye...

2008-09-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Words cannot really describe how I really feel. But I shall try my best to do so. Anyway, school has been a bit of a drag lately. There have been a lot of upsetting moments happening in school for me. But the main thing that upsets me the most is that those amazing trainee teachers that I told you about before have left!!! I can't believe time has passed by so quickly... Well, me and Jean Ann came up with a brilliant idea and that was to make homemade cards for those amazing trainee teachers. Well, we went down to the bookshop to get some supplies and then got to work (Christy kind of chipped in). The cards turned out beautifully. Anyway, we put them on their tables as a surprise. I hope they like them!!! Anyway, all I can say is, to those four amazing trainee teachers, thank you for all you have done for me, I am forever grateful. You have showed me that one can do anything if they put their mind to it. I hope and pray that you will continue to inspire children's lives in everything you do. May you always excel in everything you are to do. God bless you! You shall always be in my prayers!

Music is a way of life...

2008-09-03T07:31:00.000-07:00

Music is said to calm the savage beast right??? Well I'm not sure about that but for me its a way of life. I love music. To me, music has become part of my daily routine. I love putting music into my everyday life. Anyway, for now I'm kinda crazy about these 3 songs. Here are the lyrics. You can hear the songs on the music player on top of this post. So... ENJOY!!!

Connected
(Katharine Mcphee)

I'm blind-folded on this carriage ride that they call life.
Keep trying to make it through the next turn, knuckles white and holdin' tight.
So here I go, takin' the curve,
but I know that I'm never alone.
I think of you, and how you never let me go.

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me (you hear me), you're near me (you're near me),
and everything else is gonna be alright.
'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this, nothing can break this tie.
Connected... oooooh connected inside.

It's not an accident, the time we spent apart.
But now we're so close, I can always find you right here in my heart.
You've given me somethin' I need, and I don't ever want it to end.
Because of you, I know I've found my strength again.

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me (you hear me), you're near me (you're near me),
and everything else is gonna be alright.
'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this, nothing can break this tie.
Connected... ooooh connected inside.

Everytime that I breathe, I can feel the energy.
Reachin' out, flowin' through, you to me and me to you. wake or dream,
walk or stand, you are everywhere I am.
Seperate souls, unified, touching at the speed of light.

oh, yeaaaaaaaaah, oh whoa YEAH

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me,
and everything else's gonna be alright.
connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me,
and everything else's gonna be alright.

'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this, nothing can break this tie.

connected, connected inside, connected, connected inside, connected.

oh Yeah!

I still believe
(Hayden Panettiere)

Somehow I know I will find a way
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me
Someday soon he’ll see
I’m the one…
I won’t give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away…

Chorus:
‘Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
‘Cause I still believe, believe in love…

Verse 2:
I know what’s real cannot be denied,
Although it may hide for awhile
With just one touch love can calm your fears,
Turning all your tears into smiles
It’s such a wonderous feeling
I know that my heart can’t be wrong

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
Enough to make miracles
Change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever
When you fall
It’s the greatest power of all

Oh I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
‘Cause I still believe, believe in love

Yes I still believe, believe in love

I still believe in love

Remembering You
(Steven Curtis Chapman)

I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I
I wish You could stay
But I’ll, I’ll wait for the day

And I’ll watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I’ll be remembering You
Oh, and I’ll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
And I’ll be remembering You, I’ll be remembering You

From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love that no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
In a world I was made for

The dark night, the hard fight
The long climb up the hill knowing the cost
The brave death, the last breath
The silence whispering all hope was lost
The thunder, the wonder
The power that brings the dead back to life

I wish You could stay
But I’ll wait for the day
And though You’ve gone away
You come back and

And I’ll watch as the sun fills a sky that was dark
And I’ll be remembering You
And I think of the way that You fill up my heart
I’ll be remembering You

An unusual yet interesting english lesson...

2008-09-02T04:26:00.000-07:00

Hello people!!! Lol... How was my day you ask? Well it was a little upsetting at first but as time went by it got better and better. Oh ya! Remember my last post??? When I said I didn't know what were the names of those other 2 teachers? Well their names are Miss Yegnese and Miss Yamunadevi and Miss Karyn is actually Miss Karen (thank you for telling me Mr Johnny Ong :]). Anyway, moving on. Well today was pretty normal at first. But when it came to the last 2 periods of school, me, Jean Ann, Michelle and Li Ping Went to Mr Johnny Ong's class just to sit in on one of his lessons (for me and Jean Ann it was our first time doing so). It was pretty interesting actually. Since we were not from 2S, the other students said there were aliens sitting in (meaning us). Knowing most teachers, they would chase those 'aliens' out. But amazingly, Mr Ong welcomed us (its amazing for me as I have never encountered anything like that before). Anyway, the lesson was about a man named Malcolm. This lesson was something very new to me because the way it was taught was very different and very surprising. For me, english was never taught to me this way before. It was something that not many teachers would teach about. It was like a breath of fresh air. In a way, his teaching sort of challenges your mind to think differently. To me, Mr Johnny Ong is one really gifted teacher!!! So I guess that was really one of the only interesting parts about my day (the other part is a secret). Thats all!!! Bye!!!

(Oh ya!!! I almost forgot!!! To all the Muslims out there in Malaysia, Selamat Berpuasa!!!)

Heart warming moments...

2008-09-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

Why heart warming moments you ask? Well cause they are. Hello fellow readers! Lol... Anyway for me, the heart warming moments I have had are usually spent with my friends and family. But this time its really with my teachers. I may not be very close to them but to me they have made a difference to my life by affecting others lives. By doing so, these teachers have given some of my friends a sense of guidance which I have tried to do but could not have done. But this goes out mainly to the new trainee teachers such as Mr Johnny Ong, Miss Karyn (or at least I think thats how her name is spelt) and the other two trainee teachers whose names I forgot. It is amazing how some people or some students can hate these amazing and gifted trainee teachers of SMK USJ 4's afternoon session. They are very kind and to me they are actually the only teachers who really respect the students for who they are. It is a real shame that none of these teachers are teaching my class but even so, they have still made a change and effect on my life. So I would like to say a special thanks to Mr Johnny Ong, Miss Karyn and the other two trainee teachers whose names I forgot!!!!!

Ps, Keep doing what you do best!!! I will always remember what you have done for me!!! Thank you so much!!!

Totally drained out...

2008-08-15T23:33:00.000-07:00

Aargh!!! Whats the matter with me!!! Sometimes I just feel so stupid!!! Yea I know I'm not perfect but I sometimes wish others didn't think they were!!! I'm so tired of pretending to be someone I'm not!!! Sometimes life just seems so unfair... I remember the time I wished that the floor would just open up and swallow me!!! I know many people hate me and say I'm mean. But you know what? I cant deny it. But I just wish they would understand what kind of emotional roller coaster I'm going through before they judge me. I know its not easy to understand but hey, no harm trying. Anyway many people don't know it but actually I feel that I am very alone in this world. You know what? Sometimes I wish that I wasn't born. But I realized that its no use wishing when it wont come true. I guess life will just be complicated for me. But before I sign off, I would just like to say a special thanks to the people that tried to understand what I was going through. Thanks mum, dad, sis and GOD!!!

Prefects Installation!!!

2008-07-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

Hello all!!! Well, prefects installation was yesterday... It was fun!!! Well sort of... The performances were great!!! But I have to say, the form 2 performance was the uttermost worst performance!!! The new prefects look great in blue!!! They look much better than before!!!Anyway, here are some pictures and a video!!!

(Group photo!!!)

(The girls!!!)

(Form 1 performance)
(practicing)

Blahhh...

2008-07-13T05:51:00.000-07:00

Blahhh is so how im feeling right now... Sheesh... Having a super bad cough and sore throat right now... I so can't believe that installation day is tomorrow!!! And the worst part is that I have to sing for a performance and im currently having that super bad cough and sore throat!!! AARGH!!! What am I going to do!!! Sigh... I cant wait to see all the new prefects in uniform!!!
Its gonna be so cool!!! Lol...

Anyway, on Saturday the prefects (well not all) got together to clean the room. We painted it nicely. Im not meaning to be 'berat sebelah' or anything but the afternoon session prefects did almost everything. And the best part about all this is, after everything was done, I found out that the afternoon session prefects were banned from using the prefect room. I know what your thinking, pfft... Well thats the way it is I guess... I don't know why but I feel that the afternoon session prefects are always unappreciated... Oh well... Im feeling so bored!!! I just cant believe I haven't finished my geo folio!!! Sigh... I just hope my throat gets better before the performance tomorrow... Anyway, I guess thats all there is for today!!!

Recap!!!

2008-07-10T06:49:00.000-07:00

Boy, today was one hectic day... Firstly before I say how my day went I would like to make a correction to something... Well remember when I wrote about the form 1 prefects? Well I agree that I was a little to harsh with my words... Well basically they are good people, not great but good. They just kinda get on my nerves sometimes or most of the time. Lol. Well this is kinda like a public apology... Now to continue telling you about my day...

Well it started out like this, we went to school early in the morning. We stayed back. Firstly we went to have lunch at a nearby shop. And we meaning me, Jean Ann, Safura, Christy and Ashley... After ordering our lunch Jean Ann read us an sms that she told us about earlier. And yes it was private... Anyway, after all that we went back to school while Jean Ann went home. By the time Jean Ann came back to school, most of the students were there. Then we kinda tried to foreplay our own drama. And obviously it didn't work as planned... So that was pretty much a let down... Then we had our practice for our prefect installation... I was kinda giving some people singing lessons. I guess thats kinda it... Well thats it... Cya.

Feeling down and blue...

2008-07-09T06:52:00.000-07:00

My life has been a disaster from the start!!! Sigh... Sorry for the depressing start cause its exactly how I'm feeling right now... The other day, me and my friends were playing truth or dare... And of course as you all know from Wei Beng's blog I had to tell my deepest darkest secret, I was a little heavy hearted and didn't really want to say it... But well, I did... It took a lot of courage for me to say it... I wasn't exactly happy though... Actually the reason why I couldn't say it is not because I was shy or anything like that... Well basically, my deepest darkest secret was that I liked (I put the d in bold so that you know I so don't like him anymore) some guy that they all knew... He is a nice guy and all but he is the guy that gave me this mentality that all guys are idiots and has made me never like a guy ever again cause it sucks liking a guy or at least a guy between the ages of 12-17... Nowadays I feel very uncomfortable when he's near me and I feel super angry but hey, I have to leave the past behind... Now I feel better not liking a guy... It makes me realize that I actually can use my brain and that I can think more!!! Lol... (Oh and just for your info, please never mention it to me that I liked him cause I would love to forget it!!! This goes especially to T.W.B and S.B.S!!!)

Anyway, I'm also mad because of my 'fellow' prefects. But not those in my batch. I mean the new ones. The form 1's. Well basically, most of them have kinda made my life a living hell!!! Well that's life for me... I want to thank some of my friends for helping though... It means a lot to me... Like today, I was pretty mad firstly, so I got them all together for a briefing... But it got interrupted so many times I had to cancel it half way. But they kinda got my point. (I think?) Just about 2 hours later, they forgot absolutely EVERYTHING I said. They even broke some things for goodness sakes!!! It was horrendous!!! And worst of all there was no cooperation or communication!!! Sigh... I can't believe these 'PREFECTS' are going to take over the afternoon session... It just seems so unbelievable... But i guess I still have a little faith in them... I just hope they will change... I notice that its because of them I have all this stress... I also notice that nowadays I feel super tired and feel as if my heartbeat is going to just stop and that I'm going to suddenly just lose my breath!!! And obviously the teachers don't really make it easier for me... Well, I guess that's it for now. Bye.

Take A Bow by Rihanna

2008-07-09T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Been kinda tired lately so that's why i haven't updated. Anyway, I'm now loving this song called take a bow and sung by Rihanna. Here are the lyrics, Hope you like them!!!

[Intro]

Ohh, how about a round of applause,

Yeah, standin' ovation,

Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

[Verse 1]

You look so dumb right now,

Standin' outside my house,

Tryin' to apologize,

You’re so ugly when you cry,

Please, just cut it out.

[Chorus]

Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin',

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtain’s finally closin',

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin',

But it’s over now (but it's over now),

Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.

[Verse 2]

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),

You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),

Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,

This just looks like the re-run,

Please, what else is on.

[Chorus]

And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin',

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtain’s finally closin',

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin',

But it’s over now (but it's over now),

Go on and take a bow, ohh.

[Bridge]

And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),

For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me,

Let's hear your speech out,

How about a round of applause,

A standin' ovation.

[Chorus]

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin',

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtain’s finally closin',

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin',

But it’s over now (but it's over now),

Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.

Donations and sales!!!

2008-07-03T06:35:00.000-07:00

Attention everyone!!! Remember when i wrote about my friend having financial needs and that we may have a donation or sale to help him? Well the time has arrived. On Friday which is on the 4th of July, we are having a sale of edible goods. Me and my friends will be running a little stall or something like that. Please come and support our donation/sale called save a friend donation!!!

Venue : SMK USJ 4

Time : 2.30 pm - 6.30 pm

THANK YOU!!!

The Call by Regina Spektor

2008-07-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

The Call by Regina Spektor. This song is from the soundtrack of the movie The Chronicles of Narnia 2 Prince Caspian. Its a beautiful song. The words are so lovely. Its my new favourite song. Here are the lyrics. Hope you enjoy them.

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turned into a quiet thought

Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back

When you call me

No need to say goodbye

Just because everythings changing

Doesn't mean it's never

Been this way before

All you can do is try to know

Who your friends are

As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon

And follow the light

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye...

Now we're back to the beginning

It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too

Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye...

Time passes by...

2008-07-02T06:22:00.000-07:00

Wow... Its been a long time since i have updated hasn't it... Well... I'm sorry i haven't... As you can see I kinda added some changes to it... Time has passed and its already July! Anyway, so much has been going on!!! As you all kinda know that there were probationers before? Well now they have been selected!!! There are only 20 left. Installation day is coming up on the 14th of July. So many things have happened these last few weeks... There were fights, demon possession, stress and much more... But i'm not going to elaborate on it. Not to brag or anything but most of you know that i'm the head prefect of my session and it is really getting to me... The stress is very overpowering!!!

Well basically, its really REALLY REALLY getting to me... Oh well... One of the minor problems in my life... Well I guess now its time to get serious... Anyway, there is this guy i know, he is a super nice guy. He is one of the nicest guys ever!!! Well he has a problem and he needs help financially. Well actually he didn't really want anyone to know but finally told me what was going on (but i'm not telling what). Its a real shame... But I know God lets all this happen for a reason. Me and my friend tried to help him by buying him food and water to let him bring it home for his family and him. But it is really sad to see a child of God suffer so... I almost cried just looking at him... Anyway, if you would like to help, me and my friends might be having a sale or donation at SMK USJ 4. I will post when the sale will be some other time. So please wait till further notice.

Anyway... I guess that's all I have to say for now... BYE!!!

A most enjoyable day!!!

2008-05-23T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!!! Wow... Its been long hasn't it??? Sorry for not updating... Exams... But now its over so HOORAH!!! Lol... Well today was teacher's day, woke up at 6.40... Got ready and went to school, met Christy there and sat there and waited for Jean Ann, Safura and Arina... After that went to help the teachers with the gifts... I arranged the gifts till my back was sore... My head was actually spinning... Then went to the canteen and had a very short chat... After giving out the gifts, me, Ashley, Christy, Jean Ann and Li-Kenn went to the discipline room to rest in the air-con! Lol... Chatted about where we were born, what our first word was and lots of other stuff... Then Pn. Vijaya asked us to help to bring some things to her car... We actually went to her car bare footed!!! Lol... Then went to one of the classrooms upstairs and watched the teacher's and student's battle against each other in sports... We were cheering like mad people! Haha... Played truth or truth while listening to off key music... (truth or truth not truth or dare)

Finally when teachers day was over, we headed of for Taipan... Went to McDonalds... Saw a sight for sore eyes... Two as a matter a fact! And one of them was a person I knew... I absolutely did not want to pay attention but of course everyone lost their apettite... Ate quickly, threw our rubbish away and quickly headed of to PatisFrance... We shared 8 scoops of gelato ice-cream... But christy didnt eat cause she was full...

Then we went window shopping... After a while i noticed that almost all the clothes looked the same and were not exactly cheap... I forced Ashley to stay with us instead of going with Li-Kenn... I mean come on! She is a girl for crying out loud!!! Anyway, we then went to a pet shop... Me and Li-Kenn just adored this cute puppy!!! And we also adored the adorable hamsters!!! Lol... We then went to big bookshop... Me, Ashley and Li-Kenn were staring at this girl/boy wondering if he/she was a gir or a boy! Lol... We stopped when we noticed the child was staring at us... I saw this adorable book with baby Pooh in it!!!

We then headed to this Kiosk and went in to avoid three guys smoking outside... When we went in, no one was there... We finally found out that those three guys outside were the ones wo worked at the Kiosk!!! We then headed back for school... On the way back, Jean Ann suddenly started whining about losing her lollipop... Then she and Christy started singing a song about the lollipop... Jean Ann was also complaining that the cashier did not even return her change... Finally she found it... And then she and Christy started talking in baby voices... When we were almost about to reach school, I realised that my leg was bleeding and that it was a very deep cut... And i didn't even know!!!

The school was totally deserted when the teacher's left for their trip to Melaka for 3 days and 2 nights... Then we went into the prefect room. We played a short and fast game of Cho Tai Tee till Aizzudin and Kirstin came... When they came, we discussed some things about the prefect board and then left to foyer C to play some more Cho Tai Tee! I quickly switched on the fans and started sliding on the ground... It was so windy that the cards were flying everywhere!!! Finally it was time to go home... We went to the tempat menunggu and took some pictures there... Finally Christy's mum came and fetched me, Ashley, Li-Kenn and Jean Ann home...

When I came home, I took a bath, went out for dinner, came home and went online... The End...

THIS WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!

Tagged AGAIN!!!

2008-05-06T05:51:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Jean Ann

List out 5 things you wish for:

1. A life...

2. Money...

3. To have all my dreams and wishes come true!!!

4. To make the ones I love proud...

5. To just be me!!!

The person who tagged you: Jean Ann

Your first 5 impressions of her/him:

1. A wonderful christian...

2. A nice person...

3. A very kind hearted person...

4. A very lovable person...

5. Sometimes annoying... (jk jk)

The most memorable thing s/he has done/given to you:

Nothing really... Lol... :P

If s/he becomes your lover, you two will:

Not possible and yes it will never happen!!!

If s/he becomes your enemy, the reason will be because:

When it happens I shall tell...

the 5 people I want to kacau?

1. Jean Ann

2. Li-Kenn

3. Ashley

4. Wei Beng

5. Christy

Who is 3 having a relationship with?

Hmm... K. V. ???? LOL!!! (jk jk) No one I think...

Who is 5 having a relationship with?

I have no idea...

If 2 & 3 got together, would it be a good thing?

No comment...

What about 4 & 5?

What is 3 studying?

She is in form 2...

When was the last time you chatted with 5?

In school today...

Does 4 work?

No...

Would you be with 1?

No way... She is a girl for goodness sakes...

How about 5?

Nope... She's also a girl...

Does 2 have any siblings?

Yup... Two older sisters...

How did you get to know 2 & 4?

2 - School...

4 - Church and school...

Where does 1 live?

USJ 5

Is 3 the sexiest person in the world?

Thats not for me to say... LOL

5 people you tag:

1. Wei Beng

2. Bianca

3. Wei Liang

4. JinXian

5. Joon Keit

A dead blog...

2008-05-06T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!!! Yes i know, i know my blog is like dead... Well sorry i haven't been updating... Anyway... There has been a lot going on I guess... Exams are coming up... Haven't been studying though... Lol... Have been really stressed these few days... Today was ok though... Played Cho Tai Tee with my friends today though... And of course my day was ruined thanks to a certain woman and boy... Both idiots... Ms. L* and Mr. A*... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! LOSERS!!! Hai... Well there wasn't really anything i could do about it though... Oh ya! RISHANTINI YOU ROCK!!! (Cause she stood up to Ms L*) Im really in a blah mood... Well tomorrow is another day... I guess thats it for now!!! BYE!!!

Tagged again...

2008-04-28T06:38:00.001-07:00

Tagged by Jean Ann and Wei Beng

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What is on your mind?

- Hmm... I Believe in You - Il Divo and Celine Dion

2. Have you given your first kiss away?

- No...

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island,

who are the 11 buddies you would take with you?

- God!!!

- Jean Ann : She's a good friend

- Ashley : Every one needs a weirdo by their side =P

- Christy : She's ok

- Michelle : She may not be the nicest girl around, but she's ok

- Daryl : Hmm... Nice guy

- Li-Kenn : A friend

- Wei Beng : MENGADA!

- Leonard : Joker

- Subash : Wannabe

- Ben Sern : No comment

4. Where do you really want to go?

- Heaven

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

- That my dream of being famous will come true!!! Lol

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

- Uh huh =)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

- Hmm... My friends and my relationship with a certain someone

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

- Hmm... Lets wait till that happens to find out...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

- If it really matters then yes, but if not then no...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

- She is a girl, she is my friend and she is a christian

- He is a guy, he is annoying/mengada and he is a christian

11. What is the 3 things you need to propose to someone?

- Love (most impotant)

- Commitment

- Sincerity

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

- People who think they are know it all's

13. What is the one thing you cannot live without?

- Hmm... Air? Lol

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you

or would you rather they keep quiet?

- It depends... But yeah I guess I would rather have people point it out to me...

15. Question removed.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

- YES!!! I admit!!! I am a shopaholic!!! Lol...

17. What is the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?

- Thats for me to know and for you to never find out!!!

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

- Hmm... My hard headedness.

19. Are you fabulous?

- Hmm... I dunno???

20. Would you wanna change the world ?

- If its possible sure! But its not...

Question removed :

Love having fun with your friends???

- YUP!!!

Tag:

- Jean Ann

- Wei Beng

- Wei Liang

- Joon Keit

- Aifa

-Kirstin

- Jinxian

- Chia Mei

Love Song by Sarah Bareilles

2008-04-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

These are the lyrics to my FAVOURITE song!!! Love Song by Sarah Bareilles. Hope you enjoy it!!! Lol...

"Love Song"

Head under water

And they tell me to breathe easy for a while

The breathing gets harder, even I know that

You made room for me but it's too soon to see

If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages

No easy way to say this

You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's

Make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better

Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way

That they all say things you want to hear

And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and

Your twisted words,

Your help just hurts

You are not what I thought you were

Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you

Made me think that I need this too

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's

Make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better

Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on

To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone

'cause I believe there's a way you can love me

Because I say

I won't write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

Is that why you wanted a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

If you're on your wayI'm not gonna write you to stay

If your heart is no where in it

I don't want it for a minute

Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that

There's a reason to

Write you a love song today

Tagged!!!

2008-04-12T02:26:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Jean Ann

Real Name : Jasmyne Foo

Nickname : Jas, Jasmynian (Vaenisaa), Foo (Ashley), Flower

Married : Umm... NO!!!

Male/Female : Female... Duh...

High school : SMK USJ 4

College : Nope... Not yet...

Are You A Healthy Freak? : No not really...

Do You Have A Crush On Someone? : Yeah but only a little...

Do You Like Yourself : Yeah sometimes...

First...

Surgery : Never been to one before...

Person You See In The Morning : Myself when I look in the mirror...

Award : Well... Is my leaving certificate from my kindergarten counted???

Sport You Join : Frisbee!!!

Vacation : Cameron Highlands I think...

Concert : My mothers school tadika concert...

Drinking : Milk I guess...

I'm About To : Take my first look at the world???

Your future...

Want Kids : Yeah..

Want To Get Married : Yeah..

Careers In Mind : Veterenarian, actress maybe?

Which is better?

Lips Or Eyes? : Eyes I guess...

Hugs Or Kisses? : Both...

Shorter Or Taller? : Taller if possible...

Romantic Or Spontaneous? : Both... Two is always better than one you know...

Sensitive Or Loud? : Both...

Troublemaker Or Hesitant? : None i guess...

Have you ever..

Kissed A Stranger? : NO!!! AND I NEVER WILL!!! Yeesh!!!

Drank Bubbles : Once or twice...

Lost Glasses / Contacts : Glasses... But i found it after that...

Ran Away From Home : I tried to when I was younger...

Liked Someone Younger : Nope...

Broke someone's heart : How should I know???

Been arrested : Never have been and never will be i guess...

Cried when someone died :

Is this a trick question??? Cause,

I have never heard of someone who doesn't cry when someone dies

Do you believe in...

Yourself? : Yup.

Miracles : Obviously!

Magic : No I do not believe in it...

Angels : Of course!

Answer truthfully...

Is There Someone You Want To Be With Right Now? : No I dont think so...

Tag 5 ppl : Umm... Kirstin, Wei Liang, Syaza, Seo Jinxian and Chia Mei!!! Lol... Cause those are the only ones I know who haven't been tagged yet...

Bored with attitudes!!!

2008-04-12T02:19:00.000-07:00

Is there no way you can find anymore people with good attitudes?!?! Everyday I have to deal with people who have super horrible attitudes!!! This includes guys and girls!!! I just don't know why!!! Oh well... I guess the world is changing a lot... I don't know if its changing to be better or worse but all I know is that I hope its changing to be better... Man... So many people with problems to... Sheesh... It makes you feel so unhappy sometimes... Oh well... I guess you cant be unhappy forever... Or can you??? Anyway i guess thats all for now!!!

Well well well...

2008-04-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

Oh well... Once again stress has taken over... It just seems so unreal and unconvincing... One minute you feel happy and well and the next minute your sad and unwell!!! AARGH!!! Its so annoying!!! Like for example... I was just fine and dandy on Friday... It started off normally, and then as the hours passed, It got worse... And the stress even made me get a sore throat!!! What does that tell you??? Well it tells me that I'm on to level 10 when it comes to getting stressed out! (Thats bad because there are only 12 levels...) Well... I guess its also because the school choir competition's coming up and of course it doesn't help that I'm in the school team... It just makes things seem worse doesn't it... Well there is worse to come... But i guess I shall share it with you some other time!

In a pickle!!!

2008-03-14T02:42:00.000-07:00

Hahaha... I'm sure your all wondering, hmm... What a weird title! Hahaha... Well that title is the name of a super fun game from the USA. Me, Ashley, Li-Kenn and Jean Ann played it in Jean Ann's house. Well ok... Let me explained how the day went... First me, Li-Kenn and Ashley went to school to get something, then we went to a mamak shop for breakyfast, then stopped by at petronas. We left once we saw some people who we didn't really want to see... (Actually, we also left cause Ashley had piano class, hehe...) Anyway, Jean Ann was supposed to come along but she wasn't allowed. So, we sent Ashley home. But before we did Ashley and Li-Kenn brought me to the wrong house. And as i was about to step on the front porch they suddenly turned around and started laughing. THANKS A LOT GUYS!!! Eventually i found out it was Leonard's house... =.=' ... Then me and Kenn waited in Kenn's house for a while and then went of to Jean Ann's house. We studied for a while, then went upstairs to the computer room to watch cantonise drama's hahaha!!! By that time, Ashley was back. After a while we got bored... We watched some movies on Jean Ann's super huge tv! (Or at least a start of the movies because whenever there was a perverted scene me and Jean Ann would turn it off!) Then had to stop cause it was raining. Then we had some noodles! Haha... Jean Ann and me cooked me, Ashley and Kenn's noodles then Jean Ann demanded we cook her noodles for her and it had to be with egg!! So of course i did almost everything except the egg. Ashley did that but dropped 4 eggshells in it... Haha. Anyway in turned out that Jean Ann's noodles were tasteless because there was to much water in it!!! Then finally... We played IN A PICKLE!!! I won almost everytime. Haha! Then we had to go home... (Aww...) But before we did, I dared Kenn and Ashley to ring the doorbell of Mrs. R*! Hehe.. And they did!!! They slowly went to her gate rang the doorbell and ran off!!! Man... That was a fun day... I guess thats it!!! Bye!!!

Surprise surprise...

2008-02-29T06:12:00.000-08:00

Wow... Amazing... I cant believe it... I actually have become the head prefect for afternoon session... Wow... (I know, unbelievable right?) Well... Its not that amazing cause its not an easy job... I mean like wow... Ok enough of that... Well... Today was the day of the fourian run... They actually ran 2 km!!! I didn't run cause I had to help with the prize giving... (My goodness... Pn. Ginny really had a fit!) Man Im seriously bored today... Tired to... After the fourian run me, Kirstin, Jean Ann, Christy, Ben Sern, Wei Beng, Daryl, Leonard, Ryan, Sharmaine and Carlson went to have a drink in a shop... After that me, Christy, Jean Ann,Daryl, Kirstin and Ben Sern walked Sharmaine back to school... Since the next day was her birthday we followed the tradition and gladly poured water and flour over her. The poor girl... She looked like a walking cake batter... Haha! Thats it for now!

Probbies!!!

2008-02-27T06:06:00.000-08:00

Well we got our wish... Finally the probationers are here! Oh well... Im not to happy though... Some of them are really annoying... Oh well... Anyway... I guess my probationers are not to bad... There are 3 of them... One of them quit and got replaced with another... There are 2 guys and 1 girl... I seriously pity the girl man... Cause the guys are like enemies and the girl is in the middle... So sad... Jean Ann is different though... She has 2 girls and 1 guy... Haha... Some of them are such quiters though... Its been 7 of them, 7!!! Wow... Oh well... The less there are the easier it is to handle... HAHAHA!!! GOOD RIDANCE!!! Or so I think... Anyway I guess thats all for now!!!

Amazing birthday!!!

2008-02-27T05:55:00.000-08:00

Well... I guess my birthday wasn't that bad... I mean not to say it was amazing but not to bad... Well the day started pretty much like this... Woke up, had birthday breakfast with mum and dad cause siblings weren't home... Then got ready for school... Went to school, had to wash skirt twice and iron it in school... (I know, how on earth did i do it?) Then, went to jaga class... Lastly, i got splashed with water by my friends... (Its a tradition) Came home soaking wet... Bathed, opened presents had cake and went out for dinner! Hahaha... Kinda boring isn't it... I spent the last one minute of my birthday staring at the clock... Haha... Well I guess thats it... Cya!

So sick of it...

2008-02-13T04:56:00.000-08:00

Wow... I cant believe that so many were chosen to go to the next step... (i mean probationers/prefects to be) Amazingly a lot man... Like almost 50... Anyway... Today wasn't very nice... Mrs. R* called the prefects to call those who passed down to the prefect room... Then she was late... Then it was canceled cause she wanted to pick curtains or carpets i dunno but it was cloth la... Then called 1s, 1m and 1t down... Then had to jaga class cause no one else wanted to... Then got angry with some stupid people... Then interview was canceled again cause she had to see a parent... Then got sick of waiting... Next, got told that sejarah teacher was goin to report to pengetua about our absence in class, so me and Jean Ann had to go see the teacher we were helping to tell our sejarah teacher that we had to miss class cause we were helpin her... Then did our homework at the foyer C while chatting with Rowena... Well... Thats it I guess! Bye!!!

hehehe...

2008-02-10T05:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Man am I bored... THERE IS NOTHING TO DO AROUND HERE!!! Oh well... Probations are coming soon... CANT WAIT!!! Hehehe... I'm just hoping they wont be proud... Its hard to handle them if their proud... Oh well... At least not all of them will be like that... (I hope) Hehehe... Anyway I guess thats it... Ciao... AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Perfect prefects...

2008-01-30T06:52:00.000-08:00

I guess there is just no such thing as perfect prefects... Oh well... Its so sad though... AARGH!!! Well it was kinda crappy today... Firstly, the day started this way... Was at foyer C with Jean Ann and Wei Beng... Talked a lot... Then, kids started to go upstairs and then got called back down again which i had no idea why... Then prefects got scolded by Mrs. R* and Mr. S*... That was the very very very crappy part... Oh well... Then got told some even more crappy things by Arina... Then all the prefects got blasted by Kirstin... Then helped Kirstin with some prefect things... Then went for recess... Then went back to class... Then it rained heavily... Then had pj... Went down to change but got called back to class by some crappy teacher... And lastly i went home! Hehehe... I guess thats it! Bye...

lalala...

2008-01-24T07:43:00.000-08:00

Aargh!!! I cant get this stupid thing to work!!! (Excuse the sudden anger) Anyway... Nvm. Well today was a drag... Well recess wasn't so bad... Me and Jean Ann had a little chat at the tangga today... It was calming cause the wind was kinda strong so it wasn't so hot... Well... Starting of school when i was going back to class, a very disturbing woman called my name and when she did i obviously knew i had work to do... Oh well... Some kids now a days are annoying though... especially G* (lets just call him that shall we...) Well... I cant believe that the annoying ones are the ones that are even HOPING to become p.r.e.f.e.c.t.s.! Amazing isn't it... Oh well they can hope all they want... Because even if they do become p.r.e.f.e.c.t.s. i will make their lives so utterly miserable they'll wish they were never born. MUAHAHAHA!!! (Ahem... Ahem) Anyway... I guess i will just have to deal with it for now...

* Name changed to protect privacy...

another ordinary day...

2008-01-22T06:20:00.000-08:00

Oh well... Its just another very very very ordinary day... Or was it??? Hahaha... I know... I know... I'm starting to sound a little insane... Anyway, I was actually pretty calm today... I know what your thinking... so what right? Actually, if you ask a my friends it is actually pretty amazing because im usually very very very very (x1000) stressed out! Really!!! I usually have a lot on my mind... But today... Its was kinda... Blank. Wow... It sound so fascinating... (NOT!) I guess thats it for now... Thank you for viewing my blog.....