An unusual yet interesting english lesson...

Hello people!!! Lol... How was my day you ask? Well it was a little upsetting at first but as time went by it got better and better. Oh ya! Remember my last post??? When I said I didn't know what were the names of those other 2 teachers? Well their names are Miss Yegnese and Miss Yamunadevi and Miss Karyn is actually Miss Karen (thank you for telling me Mr Johnny Ong :]). Anyway, moving on. Well today was pretty normal at first. But when it came to the last 2 periods of school, me, Jean Ann, Michelle and Li Ping Went to Mr Johnny Ong's class just to sit in on one of his lessons (for me and Jean Ann it was our first time doing so). It was pretty interesting actually. Since we were not from 2S, the other students said there were aliens sitting in (meaning us). Knowing most teachers, they would chase those 'aliens' out. But amazingly, Mr Ong welcomed us (its amazing for me as I have never encountered anything like that before). Anyway, the lesson was about a man named Malcolm. This lesson was something very new to me because the way it was taught was very different and very surprising. For me, english was never taught to me this way before. It was something that not many teachers would teach about. It was like a breath of fresh air. In a way, his teaching sort of challenges your mind to think differently. To me, Mr Johnny Ong is one really gifted teacher!!! So I guess that was really one of the only interesting parts about my day (the other part is a secret). Thats all!!! Bye!!!

(Oh ya!!! I almost forgot!!! To all the Muslims out there in Malaysia, Selamat Berpuasa!!!)

Heart warming moments...

Why heart warming moments you ask? Well cause they are. Hello fellow readers! Lol... Anyway for me, the heart warming moments I have had are usually spent with my friends and family. But this time its really with my teachers. I may not be very close to them but to me they have made a difference to my life by affecting others lives. By doing so, these teachers have given some of my friends a sense of guidance which I have tried to do but could not have done. But this goes out mainly to the new trainee teachers such as Mr Johnny Ong, Miss Karyn (or at least I think thats how her name is spelt) and the other two trainee teachers whose names I forgot. It is amazing how some people or some students can hate these amazing and gifted trainee teachers of SMK USJ 4's afternoon session. They are very kind and to me they are actually the only teachers who really respect the students for who they are. It is a real shame that none of these teachers are teaching my class but even so, they have still made a change and effect on my life. So I would like to say a special thanks to Mr Johnny Ong, Miss Karyn and the other two trainee teachers whose names I forgot!!!!!

Ps, Keep doing what you do best!!! I will always remember what you have done for me!!! Thank you so much!!!

Totally drained out...

Aargh!!! Whats the matter with me!!! Sometimes I just feel so stupid!!! Yea I know I'm not perfect but I sometimes wish others didn't think they were!!! I'm so tired of pretending to be someone I'm not!!! Sometimes life just seems so unfair... I remember the time I wished that the floor would just open up and swallow me!!! I know many people hate me and say I'm mean. But you know what? I cant deny it. But I just wish they would understand what kind of emotional roller coaster I'm going through before they judge me. I know its not easy to understand but hey, no harm trying. Anyway many people don't know it but actually I feel that I am very alone in this world. You know what? Sometimes I wish that I wasn't born. But I realized that its no use wishing when it wont come true. I guess life will just be complicated for me. But before I sign off, I would just like to say a special thanks to the people that tried to understand what I was going through. Thanks mum, dad, sis and GOD!!!

Prefects Installation!!!

Hello all!!! Well, prefects installation was yesterday... It was fun!!! Well sort of... The performances were great!!! But I have to say, the form 2 performance was the uttermost worst performance!!! The new prefects look great in blue!!! They look much better than before!!!Anyway, here are some pictures and a video!!!

(Group photo!!!)

(The girls!!!)




(Form 1 performance)
(practicing)

Blahhh...

Blahhh is so how im feeling right now... Sheesh... Having a super bad cough and sore throat right now... I so can't believe that installation day is tomorrow!!! And the worst part is that I have to sing for a performance and im currently having that super bad cough and sore throat!!! AARGH!!! What am I going to do!!! Sigh... I cant wait to see all the new prefects in uniform!!!
Its gonna be so cool!!! Lol...

Anyway, on Saturday the prefects (well not all) got together to clean the room. We painted it nicely. Im not meaning to be 'berat sebelah' or anything but the afternoon session prefects did almost everything. And the best part about all this is, after everything was done, I found out that the afternoon session prefects were banned from using the prefect room. I know what your thinking, pfft... Well thats the way it is I guess... I don't know why but I feel that the afternoon session prefects are always unappreciated... Oh well... Im feeling so bored!!! I just cant believe I haven't finished my geo folio!!! Sigh... I just hope my throat gets better before the performance tomorrow... Anyway, I guess thats all there is for today!!!

Recap!!!

Boy, today was one hectic day... Firstly before I say how my day went I would like to make a correction to something... Well remember when I wrote about the form 1 prefects? Well I agree that I was a little to harsh with my words... Well basically they are good people, not great but good. They just kinda get on my nerves sometimes or most of the time. Lol. Well this is kinda like a public apology... Now to continue telling you about my day...

Well it started out like this, we went to school early in the morning. We stayed back. Firstly we went to have lunch at a nearby shop. And we meaning me, Jean Ann, Safura, Christy and Ashley... After ordering our lunch Jean Ann read us an sms that she told us about earlier. And yes it was private... Anyway, after all that we went back to school while Jean Ann went home. By the time Jean Ann came back to school, most of the students were there. Then we kinda tried to foreplay our own drama. And obviously it didn't work as planned... So that was pretty much a let down... Then we had our practice for our prefect installation... I was kinda giving some people singing lessons. I guess thats kinda it... Well thats it... Cya.

Feeling down and blue...

My life has been a disaster from the start!!! Sigh... Sorry for the depressing start cause its exactly how I'm feeling right now... The other day, me and my friends were playing truth or dare... And of course as you all know from Wei Beng's blog I had to tell my deepest darkest secret, I was a little heavy hearted and didn't really want to say it... But well, I did... It took a lot of courage for me to say it... I wasn't exactly happy though... Actually the reason why I couldn't say it is not because I was shy or anything like that... Well basically, my deepest darkest secret was that I liked (I put the d in bold so that you know I so don't like him anymore) some guy that they all knew... He is a nice guy and all but he is the guy that gave me this mentality that all guys are idiots and has made me never like a guy ever again cause it sucks liking a guy or at least a guy between the ages of 12-17... Nowadays I feel very uncomfortable when he's near me and I feel super angry but hey, I have to leave the past behind... Now I feel better not liking a guy... It makes me realize that I actually can use my brain and that I can think more!!! Lol... (Oh and just for your info, please never mention it to me that I liked him cause I would love to forget it!!! This goes especially to T.W.B and S.B.S!!!)

Anyway, I'm also mad because of my 'fellow' prefects. But not those in my batch. I mean the new ones. The form 1's. Well basically, most of them have kinda made my life a living hell!!! Well that's life for me... I want to thank some of my friends for helping though... It means a lot to me... Like today, I was pretty mad firstly, so I got them all together for a briefing... But it got interrupted so many times I had to cancel it half way. But they kinda got my point. (I think?) Just about 2 hours later, they forgot absolutely EVERYTHING I said. They even broke some things for goodness sakes!!! It was horrendous!!! And worst of all there was no cooperation or communication!!! Sigh... I can't believe these 'PREFECTS' are going to take over the afternoon session... It just seems so unbelievable... But i guess I still have a little faith in them... I just hope they will change... I notice that its because of them I have all this stress... I also notice that nowadays I feel super tired and feel as if my heartbeat is going to just stop and that I'm going to suddenly just lose my breath!!! And obviously the teachers don't really make it easier for me... Well, I guess that's it for now. Bye.