You have certainly made my day!!!

Hello people!!! Well, as you all know today is New Years Eve!!! Can you believe it!!! Well the year 2008 has been a great year. This year has helped me realize many things. Throughout my entire life I don't think any year could beat this one. It took time for me to process all the changes that I've been through but to me it was all worth it. I got to know myself better, (I know what your thinking, weird right?) I got to know my family better, I even got to know some of my friends better. But best of all, I got to know my God and Heavenly Father better. And I thank him so much for making me a better person and for giving me so much joy in the year 2008. And I'm also very thankful for some of the opportunities he gave me. Anyway, the year 2009 will be a very special year to me (Some of you may know why). Wow. I still can't believe that this year is almost over! So to all of you that stood by me no matter what and even helped me realize the truth, thank you. You have certainly made my day!!! So,


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

From me, Jasmyne to you!!!
31st December 2008

The new???

Hello people! Well, I got a new haircut! Its well, short. But nice! Lol. Anyway, I really think I need a break though. Really tired lately... Well, I got the news that I'm in 3R. Nothing to shout about. To tell you the truth. I'm trying not to care. I mean to me, its really unfair but hey, we have to live and learn right? Anyway, I should be trying to focus on other things really such as my studies. Yesterday was my dads birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!! :] As you all know, CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON!!! Yay!!!!! I'm really glad though, because Christmas is the time the world was given its most precious gift of all!!! I'm kinda excited to! I mean, my church is having a children's musical and I'm helping out by teaching the kids their dance moves. Its called a King Is Coming To Town. I'm not sure about you guys but to me, the holidays this year have seriously passed fast! Before I knew it, it was already December! Sigh... How, sad!!! But I kinda miss school though. Weird right!!! Haha. Looking back, my life has really changed! And I mean for the better! Its weird when I look back and I remember how when I was 7 I wished I was 8 and so on when I looked at those who were older than me. And you know what??? I cant believe I'm already going to be 15!!! Its really shocked me how fast time really flew by... Amazing right??? I know... Anyway, I guess I'm just going to enjoy my life while I can and while it lasts!!! I guess thats it for now! Bye!!!! And oh ya,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

Finally!

Me and my buddies!!! :]

Hey hey people!!! Lol... Well, its been a really tiresome week for me... So its not really true that relaxation is the number one thing you get most of during the holidays. Haha... To tell you the truth, if it wasn't for my buddies I would be bored stiff!!! Thank God for them! Anyway, last, last week on Monday I think, me and my 3 buddies went out to Taipan (I know, its a very late update). We had like the best time ever! Sorta... Hehe... We had 'lunch' there and did some window shopping. I mean there really isn't much in taipan. Met Jean Ann's mum and brother and followed them to a little shop for a while. Eventually we left them and went to do more window shopping. When it started to rain we went to my house. We played the Game of Life and Monopoly. My mum baked brownies so we all had a few pieces. Then everyone went home. This is kind of a short post because there really isn't anything else but we did spend almost 6 hours! Oh well, I shall let most of the pictures do the talking for this post cause Im kinda tired today. Oh! And guess what! I finished reading my boodk the Theater Shoes along with another book called Starring Sally J. Freedman as Herself by Judy Blume. So basically I have finished two books. Im currently trying to finish another book called The Wedding Planner's Daughter by Coleen Murtaugh Paratore. Some of you may know that I had actually bought this book a long time ago but never really bothered to read it. Hehe. So I finally told myself to read it and I find that it has a very interesting story line! Hehe. So I guess thats it. Here are the wonderful pictures me and my buddies took. Enjoy! (Sorry, this post is really late cause I actually made it like a week ago but because there was something wrong with my computer I couldn't post it until now)

( P.s, We finally got a group picture with Ashley in it! :] )


Monopoly!!! :]


Playing the game of life... :]


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Ouch...

Me and My Buddies! Sorry Ashley's Missing, She Wasn't Around. :]


The Post

Haha! Weird title, I know... Don't worry, it totally has nothing to do with the post. Lol. Anyway, the holidays have been just great. I've really been spending loads of time with my buddies! Haha... Sorta... Well I have been wanting to update but i really haven't got the time to do so... Anyway, so far I've been spending time with Jean Ann, Christy and Ashley! We've been having the greatest time... I really can't say I've been happy though... There really are a lot of things going about in my mind... It can be very annoying. Currently hooked onto my Ipod or really my sisters, but we share it or so I think. Lol! And a book. Trying to find a time which I can read it in peace. Its called Theater Shoes by Ned Streatfeild. Its a good book. Very interesting. Christy says the english is practically impossible to understand cause its British English and I mean really British like one of the ladies in the story says money as bees and honey and stairs as apples and pears. Haha! Its adorable I tell you! Anyway, the song that I'm currently hooked on is This Is Home by Switchfoot! Haha... I guess to me its a really meaningful song! Anyway, here are some pictures of me and me buddies! :] You may find them on Jean Ann or Christy's blog. I just wanted to show you who my buddies are. :] These are the pictures that I think are the best of me and my buddies. :]

Yours Truly And Her Favourite Cartoon Chraracter Pooh Bear!!! :]


Me and My buddy Jean Ann Trying To Touch The Sky!!! :]


Me and My Buddy Christy Just Doing What We Do Best!!! :]


Me and My Buddy Ashley Just Hanging Loose!!! :]

Its finally over!!!

Wow... I cant believe its all over... Time really passes so fast... Well, at least my exams are over!!! I cant believe its already November!!! Anyway, there are some things that I can look forward to like catching up on my sleep, finally being able to get out of the house once in a while... Like today for instance, yesterday was so called the last day of school, so today the 2009 form 1's to be came to register. Umm... To tell you the truth, I think some of them are still very young looking but hey, aren't we all??? Haha! Anyway, as usual I had to go to school to help out at 8 in the morning. Stood in the rain for 2 hours straight without any shade greeting parents and showing them the way. Then after that I helped a teacher with her booth. It was the lickhung booth. When that was over, at 12 noon, me and Ashley went to the shops to eat. Then, recieved a call from Christy saying that Jean Ann had invited us over to her house. Me and Ashley walked to my house so that I could change. Saw Connie in her house on the way there. Christy came to my house and we walked to Jean Ann's house together. Bought some snacks first though. Then I followed Ashley home so she could change but I ran out of the house after that and went to Jean Ann's because of some certain reason. Heard Jean Ann play a song on the piano and then Ashley arrived. Played with Jean Ann's adorable puppy named Ashley and then played pickle round for a while. Then got a deck of cards and started playing Cho Tai Tee while eating snacks. Then played a stupid game called gossip or secret (LOL). Then got bored and went to the park for to play some basketball for like a very short while. Then fooled around on the swings, seesaw, and etc. etc., then we got a bit mad with some kids that were younger than us. Then we went home cause Christy and Ashley had tution. When I got home, Ashley realised that she had left her phone and wallet at my house and came to pick it up before she went for tution.
The End!!! :]

Tagged by Janelle

Tagged by Janelle

1. What’s your ambition?
a) Not to sure about that yet...

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
a) Friends obviously...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
a) As often as when pigs and donkeys fly! :]

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
a) I guess so???

5. How many babies you want?
a) I have no idea...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
a) Umm... Yeah???

7. What is your goal for this year?
a) To just be me and just have fun!!!

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
a) Huh??? Eternity love??? Isn't it eternal love??? Anyway, yeah sure I do...

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
a) I
b) really
c) have
d) no
e) absolute
f) idea
g) of what
h) a perfect
i) boyfriend or girlfriend
j) is!!!
There!!! I listed 10!!! :]

10. What are you really afraid of?
a) Many things... But for now, I cant remember them... :]

11. What is your bad habits?
a) Are!!! Are!!! What are your bad habits!!! Umm, I have to many!!! :]

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
a) Umm, yeah... Get to know me before you judge me. Thats all!!! :]

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
a) Lets have the readers answer that themselves...

14. What does flying mean to you?
a) Flying??? I guess its like floating in the sky???

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
a) Umm... Its a secret so I shall not tell you!!! :]

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
a) She is my sister
b) She is sometimes a pain but not always
c) A good listener (sometimes but most of the time)
d) An awsome elder sister
e) A great counselour
f) A super cool friend
g) Rocks!!!

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
a) Nothing? :]

19. Do you sometimes wish you were someone else??? (Personal Question)
a) Yup. Sometimes...

20. How are you today?
a) Tired!!! :]

Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.

List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
a) Jean Ann
b) Christy
c) Wei Beng
d) Ben Sern
e) Bianca

Tagged by Lilyan

Tagged by Lilyan

1.Five things you love to say are.
a) ok
b) whatever
c) mengada
d) what
e) ?

2.The sweetest thing your lover can do for you on V-Day?
a) Be nice???

3. Girls. You prefer receiving 1 pound of chocolates or a dozen roses from your lover? Or both?
For guys. Do you prefer giving one pound of chocolates or a dozen roses to your lover? Or both?
a) 1 pound of chocolate. Roses just die and wilt... Whats so good about that???

4. Your 16-year-old friend is pregnant.
What do you ask/tell her when she tells you she's pregnant?
a) When it happens I shall tell you...

5. Sons? Daughters? Or orphans? Or none at all?
a) Not to sure about that one...

6. If you were to choose ONLY ONE person to spend the rest of your life with in the middle of nowhere, who will it be?
a) No one, so I shall choose my dog!!!

7. If you catch your lover kissing another partner IN PUBLIC, what would you do?
a) The same answer as number 4...

8. Would you prefer eating chocolate dipped crickets or Durians?
a) Durians, obviously!!! Sheesh... How dumb can you get!?!?!?

9. If you have your own store, what will its name be and why?
a) Truly Jasmyne's!!! Not... I have no idea...

10. You love …
a) God and my family and friends!!!

11. What's your status?
a) ???

12. Describe yourself in eight words.
a) I am a girl living in a world...

13. Is music a part of your life?
a) Yup!!! :]

14. Any advice for the world?
a) Take my advice world!!! :]

15. Tag?
a) Anyone who wants to do this tag...

Aussies!!!

Hello!!! So sorry for writing so late... Exams!!! Anyway, here is how it went.

Day 1
Well, we all went to school at 7.30 and waited for the aussies to arrive. When it was 9.30, they asked us to form a line to greet the aussies. Their arrival was a very grand moment I guess. We shook hands with the aussies as they walked in one line as well. Then, we were all asked to go to the Dewan Sri Kencana for a little ice breaking. As usual it was kinda lame so we Malaysians didnt really bother about it. But of course the aussies, being new and all, did it. Then we started to meet our foster guests. Mine was a guy named David, he is 16. He is a nice guy. Anyway, I then gave him a so called tour of the school and at the same time introduced him to some of my friends. Then we headed for Sunway Lagoon. I know what your thinking, SUNWAY LAGOON!!! OF ALL PLACES TO GO!!! WHY SUNWAY LAGOON!!! Or so thats what i thought. But on the other hand, the aussies enjoyed it. Well me and a few of my friends were kinda bored stiff though... After that my mum came and picked us up from school. We brought David out for Indian food!!! :]

Day 2
Umm... Well I kinda forgot what happened on the 2nd day so lets just skip to the 3rd day shall we??? And besides, nothing important happened. :]

Day 3
Well, first of all we headed of to Rawang I think. At Rawang we visited a plastic factory called great wall plastic industries. (God knows why.) Had a boring lecture about plastic and then headed into the plastic factory. Me and Rishantini were so bored we just walked and stared at things. The whole place stinked of chemicals though. The only good part about the trip was the freebies. Yay!!! Not... Anyway, after that we headed for the padi fields. We had lunch at the so called kampung place and then went to the padi fields but then it started to rain, so we stayed in the bus instead. Then we went to this restaurant place for dinner. The food was horrendous but the place had a nice lake or seaside view. But then it started to pour!!! And we all had to run to the bus!!! And the worst part was, we found out that we couldn't visit the firefly farm cause it was raining so we went home instead.

Day 4
The day that we had all been waiting for!!! The day of the high tea!!! The day that we had been practicing all this time for!!! Anyway, me and David went to school in the morning and I kinda had to ditch him after that cause we had to go for rehearsal and yadda yadda. Anyway, went into the surau for the first time ever!!! But my friends said that it was ok so yeah. Anyway, tried on my cheongsam and it was a perfect fit!!! Sorta... Hung out in the surau for like an hour or so then me, Safura, Saufi, Syahirah and Bariah headed to Safura's house to get some stuff. After that, we went to Suraya Hani's house and Suraya's mum sent us to school. Went for one last rehearsal and had a few problems which were settled thank god!!! Then we had to leave. We left around 1 and a half hours earlier than the aussies. We went on a wonderful looking bus which was super comfortable. But the sad part was that I barely got to sit down for more than a minute!!! Was to busy helping people to put on their makeup or spray their hair!!! Which reminds me, THANK YOU CHRISTY FOR ALL THE MAKEUP AND HAIRSPRAY!!! No seriously. If it wasn't for her stuff we would have had a major disaster!!! So basically, I stood up most of the time. When we reached the hall, all the dancers got ready. (I will censor out this part cause I dont want you readers to get mad so lets just say something bad happened but we dealt with it anyway.) We then waited backstage until it was our turn to dance. The dances went well but not perfect but anyway, GOOD JOB GUYS!!! WE SURE SHOWED 'EM!!! When everything was over, the dancers were finally allowed to eat and just relax. Then it was time to go home. Me and my mum took David to summit cause he wanted to try ramen. When we got home, I was so tired I went strait to bed!!!

Day 5
Well, the last day was really sad. We had a closing ceremony and then the aussies had to go visit a factory but we weren't allowed to go cause there was a limit to the amount of people that were allowed to go. But there was an open house at the principals so called 'house'. But I couldn't go cause I didn't have any transport. So after the closing ceremony we said our goodbyes and they were off. It was a very upsetting moment.

Airport
Then, me and a few other friends decided to go to the airport to say one last goodbye!!! The aussies were so excited to see us!!! We spent the most wonderful time talking and just having fun. But then it was time for them to go. Me and my friends ran up and down looking down at the glass windows hoping to see them. We kept on banging and hitting the windows in tears just to get their attention. We even ran all the way to the train!!! I guess we just couldn't believe they were going. Everyone was teared up. Even the airport played the most appropriate song when they left!!! Byebye by Mariah Carey!!! Dang!!! Then we all left. Tracy's mum took me, Sharmaine and Amelia out for dinner and then sent us home. It was really so sad...

So I guess thats it. That was what happened. Anyway, pics and videos coming soon!!!
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Fan Dancing???

Lol... Seriously... I mean it... I'm fan dancing!!! Lol... Its for the Australians when they come to Malaysia. Man, it looks easy but its totally not!!! It is seriously quite tiring... My feet hurt cause I danced bare footed. Yeesh... My hand hurts cause of that fan of mine... The screw came out so I had to like tie it with rubber bands... The choreographer is seriously good though... He totally thought of all the steps, and in only like 1 and a half weeks!!! I cant wait till the aussie's come!!! One of them will be staying at my house!!! Lol... Oh ya, guess what??? I'm over it!!! Hahaha!!! I feel so free and happy!!! Wanna know what I'm over??? SORRY!!! I'm so not gonna tell you!!! Muahahaha!!! Anyway, sorry about that... It was just a sudden outburst... Hehe... Well, I'm currently addicted to the finale dance song for the Australians... Haha!!! Its very very addictive and nice!!! I guess thats kinda it... Will update again soon (I hope)!!!

A very upsetting goodbye...

Hmm... Words cannot really describe how I really feel. But I shall try my best to do so. Anyway, school has been a bit of a drag lately. There have been a lot of upsetting moments happening in school for me. But the main thing that upsets me the most is that those amazing trainee teachers that I told you about before have left!!! I can't believe time has passed by so quickly... Well, me and Jean Ann came up with a brilliant idea and that was to make homemade cards for those amazing trainee teachers. Well, we went down to the bookshop to get some supplies and then got to work (Christy kind of chipped in). The cards turned out beautifully. Anyway, we put them on their tables as a surprise. I hope they like them!!! Anyway, all I can say is, to those four amazing trainee teachers, thank you for all you have done for me, I am forever grateful. You have showed me that one can do anything if they put their mind to it. I hope and pray that you will continue to inspire children's lives in everything you do. May you always excel in everything you are to do. God bless you! You shall always be in my prayers!

Music is a way of life...

Music is said to calm the savage beast right??? Well I'm not sure about that but for me its a way of life. I love music. To me, music has become part of my daily routine. I love putting music into my everyday life. Anyway, for now I'm kinda crazy about these 3 songs. Here are the lyrics. You can hear the songs on the music player on top of this post. So... ENJOY!!!


Connected
(Katharine Mcphee)

I'm blind-folded on this carriage ride that they call life.
Keep trying to make it through the next turn, knuckles white and holdin' tight.
So here I go, takin' the curve,
but I know that I'm never alone.
I think of you, and how you never let me go.

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me (you hear me), you're near me (you're near me),
and everything else is gonna be alright.
'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this, nothing can break this tie.
Connected... oooooh connected inside.

It's not an accident, the time we spent apart.
But now we're so close, I can always find you right here in my heart.
You've given me somethin' I need, and I don't ever want it to end.
Because of you, I know I've found my strength again.

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me (you hear me), you're near me (you're near me),
and everything else is gonna be alright.
'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this, nothing can break this tie.
Connected... ooooh connected inside.

Everytime that I breathe, I can feel the energy.
Reachin' out, flowin' through, you to me and me to you. wake or dream,
walk or stand, you are everywhere I am.
Seperate souls, unified, touching at the speed of light.

oh, yeaaaaaaaaah, oh whoa YEAH

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me,
and everything else's gonna be alright.
connected (connected), protected (protected), it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me,
and everything else's gonna be alright.

'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this, nothing can break this tie.

connected, connected inside, connected, connected inside, connected.

oh Yeah!



I still believe
(Hayden Panettiere)

Somehow I know I will find a way
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me
Someday soon he’ll see
I’m the one…
I won’t give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away…

Chorus:
‘Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
‘Cause I still believe, believe in love…

Verse 2:
I know what’s real cannot be denied,
Although it may hide for awhile
With just one touch love can calm your fears,
Turning all your tears into smiles
It’s such a wonderous feeling
I know that my heart can’t be wrong

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
Enough to make miracles
Change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever
When you fall
It’s the greatest power of all

Oh I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
‘Cause I still believe, believe in love

Yes I still believe, believe in love

I still believe in love



Remembering You
(Steven Curtis Chapman)

I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I
I wish You could stay
But I’ll, I’ll wait for the day

And I’ll watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I’ll be remembering You
Oh, and I’ll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
And I’ll be remembering You, I’ll be remembering You

From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love that no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
In a world I was made for

The dark night, the hard fight
The long climb up the hill knowing the cost
The brave death, the last breath
The silence whispering all hope was lost
The thunder, the wonder
The power that brings the dead back to life

I wish You could stay
But I’ll wait for the day
And though You’ve gone away
You come back and

And I’ll watch as the sun fills a sky that was dark
And I’ll be remembering You
And I think of the way that You fill up my heart
I’ll be remembering You

An unusual yet interesting english lesson...

Hello people!!! Lol... How was my day you ask? Well it was a little upsetting at first but as time went by it got better and better. Oh ya! Remember my last post??? When I said I didn't know what were the names of those other 2 teachers? Well their names are Miss Yegnese and Miss Yamunadevi and Miss Karyn is actually Miss Karen (thank you for telling me Mr Johnny Ong :]). Anyway, moving on. Well today was pretty normal at first. But when it came to the last 2 periods of school, me, Jean Ann, Michelle and Li Ping Went to Mr Johnny Ong's class just to sit in on one of his lessons (for me and Jean Ann it was our first time doing so). It was pretty interesting actually. Since we were not from 2S, the other students said there were aliens sitting in (meaning us). Knowing most teachers, they would chase those 'aliens' out. But amazingly, Mr Ong welcomed us (its amazing for me as I have never encountered anything like that before). Anyway, the lesson was about a man named Malcolm. This lesson was something very new to me because the way it was taught was very different and very surprising. For me, english was never taught to me this way before. It was something that not many teachers would teach about. It was like a breath of fresh air. In a way, his teaching sort of challenges your mind to think differently. To me, Mr Johnny Ong is one really gifted teacher!!! So I guess that was really one of the only interesting parts about my day (the other part is a secret). Thats all!!! Bye!!!

(Oh ya!!! I almost forgot!!! To all the Muslims out there in Malaysia, Selamat Berpuasa!!!)

Heart warming moments...

Why heart warming moments you ask? Well cause they are. Hello fellow readers! Lol... Anyway for me, the heart warming moments I have had are usually spent with my friends and family. But this time its really with my teachers. I may not be very close to them but to me they have made a difference to my life by affecting others lives. By doing so, these teachers have given some of my friends a sense of guidance which I have tried to do but could not have done. But this goes out mainly to the new trainee teachers such as Mr Johnny Ong, Miss Karyn (or at least I think thats how her name is spelt) and the other two trainee teachers whose names I forgot. It is amazing how some people or some students can hate these amazing and gifted trainee teachers of SMK USJ 4's afternoon session. They are very kind and to me they are actually the only teachers who really respect the students for who they are. It is a real shame that none of these teachers are teaching my class but even so, they have still made a change and effect on my life. So I would like to say a special thanks to Mr Johnny Ong, Miss Karyn and the other two trainee teachers whose names I forgot!!!!!

Ps, Keep doing what you do best!!! I will always remember what you have done for me!!! Thank you so much!!!

Totally drained out...

Aargh!!! Whats the matter with me!!! Sometimes I just feel so stupid!!! Yea I know I'm not perfect but I sometimes wish others didn't think they were!!! I'm so tired of pretending to be someone I'm not!!! Sometimes life just seems so unfair... I remember the time I wished that the floor would just open up and swallow me!!! I know many people hate me and say I'm mean. But you know what? I cant deny it. But I just wish they would understand what kind of emotional roller coaster I'm going through before they judge me. I know its not easy to understand but hey, no harm trying. Anyway many people don't know it but actually I feel that I am very alone in this world. You know what? Sometimes I wish that I wasn't born. But I realized that its no use wishing when it wont come true. I guess life will just be complicated for me. But before I sign off, I would just like to say a special thanks to the people that tried to understand what I was going through. Thanks mum, dad, sis and GOD!!!

Prefects Installation!!!

Hello all!!! Well, prefects installation was yesterday... It was fun!!! Well sort of... The performances were great!!! But I have to say, the form 2 performance was the uttermost worst performance!!! The new prefects look great in blue!!! They look much better than before!!!Anyway, here are some pictures and a video!!!

(Group photo!!!)

(The girls!!!)




(Form 1 performance)
(practicing)

Blahhh...

Blahhh is so how im feeling right now... Sheesh... Having a super bad cough and sore throat right now... I so can't believe that installation day is tomorrow!!! And the worst part is that I have to sing for a performance and im currently having that super bad cough and sore throat!!! AARGH!!! What am I going to do!!! Sigh... I cant wait to see all the new prefects in uniform!!!
Its gonna be so cool!!! Lol...

Anyway, on Saturday the prefects (well not all) got together to clean the room. We painted it nicely. Im not meaning to be 'berat sebelah' or anything but the afternoon session prefects did almost everything. And the best part about all this is, after everything was done, I found out that the afternoon session prefects were banned from using the prefect room. I know what your thinking, pfft... Well thats the way it is I guess... I don't know why but I feel that the afternoon session prefects are always unappreciated... Oh well... Im feeling so bored!!! I just cant believe I haven't finished my geo folio!!! Sigh... I just hope my throat gets better before the performance tomorrow... Anyway, I guess thats all there is for today!!!

Recap!!!

Boy, today was one hectic day... Firstly before I say how my day went I would like to make a correction to something... Well remember when I wrote about the form 1 prefects? Well I agree that I was a little to harsh with my words... Well basically they are good people, not great but good. They just kinda get on my nerves sometimes or most of the time. Lol. Well this is kinda like a public apology... Now to continue telling you about my day...

Well it started out like this, we went to school early in the morning. We stayed back. Firstly we went to have lunch at a nearby shop. And we meaning me, Jean Ann, Safura, Christy and Ashley... After ordering our lunch Jean Ann read us an sms that she told us about earlier. And yes it was private... Anyway, after all that we went back to school while Jean Ann went home. By the time Jean Ann came back to school, most of the students were there. Then we kinda tried to foreplay our own drama. And obviously it didn't work as planned... So that was pretty much a let down... Then we had our practice for our prefect installation... I was kinda giving some people singing lessons. I guess thats kinda it... Well thats it... Cya.

Feeling down and blue...

My life has been a disaster from the start!!! Sigh... Sorry for the depressing start cause its exactly how I'm feeling right now... The other day, me and my friends were playing truth or dare... And of course as you all know from Wei Beng's blog I had to tell my deepest darkest secret, I was a little heavy hearted and didn't really want to say it... But well, I did... It took a lot of courage for me to say it... I wasn't exactly happy though... Actually the reason why I couldn't say it is not because I was shy or anything like that... Well basically, my deepest darkest secret was that I liked (I put the d in bold so that you know I so don't like him anymore) some guy that they all knew... He is a nice guy and all but he is the guy that gave me this mentality that all guys are idiots and has made me never like a guy ever again cause it sucks liking a guy or at least a guy between the ages of 12-17... Nowadays I feel very uncomfortable when he's near me and I feel super angry but hey, I have to leave the past behind... Now I feel better not liking a guy... It makes me realize that I actually can use my brain and that I can think more!!! Lol... (Oh and just for your info, please never mention it to me that I liked him cause I would love to forget it!!! This goes especially to T.W.B and S.B.S!!!)

Anyway, I'm also mad because of my 'fellow' prefects. But not those in my batch. I mean the new ones. The form 1's. Well basically, most of them have kinda made my life a living hell!!! Well that's life for me... I want to thank some of my friends for helping though... It means a lot to me... Like today, I was pretty mad firstly, so I got them all together for a briefing... But it got interrupted so many times I had to cancel it half way. But they kinda got my point. (I think?) Just about 2 hours later, they forgot absolutely EVERYTHING I said. They even broke some things for goodness sakes!!! It was horrendous!!! And worst of all there was no cooperation or communication!!! Sigh... I can't believe these 'PREFECTS' are going to take over the afternoon session... It just seems so unbelievable... But i guess I still have a little faith in them... I just hope they will change... I notice that its because of them I have all this stress... I also notice that nowadays I feel super tired and feel as if my heartbeat is going to just stop and that I'm going to suddenly just lose my breath!!! And obviously the teachers don't really make it easier for me... Well, I guess that's it for now. Bye.

Take A Bow by Rihanna

Hey guys! Been kinda tired lately so that's why i haven't updated. Anyway, I'm now loving this song called take a bow and sung by Rihanna. Here are the lyrics, Hope you like them!!!

[Intro]

Ohh, how about a round of applause,

Yeah, standin' ovation,

Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

[Verse 1]

You look so dumb right now,

Standin' outside my house,

Tryin' to apologize,

You’re so ugly when you cry,

Please, just cut it out.

[Chorus]

Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin',

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtain’s finally closin',

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin',

But it’s over now (but it's over now),

Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.

[Verse 2]

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),

You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),

Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,

This just looks like the re-run,

Please, what else is on.

[Chorus]

And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin',

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtain’s finally closin',

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin',

But it’s over now (but it's over now),

Go on and take a bow, ohh.

[Bridge]

And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),

For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me,

Let's hear your speech out,

How about a round of applause,

A standin' ovation.

[Chorus]

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin',

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtain’s finally closin',

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin',

But it’s over now (but it's over now),

Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.

Donations and sales!!!

Attention everyone!!! Remember when i wrote about my friend having financial needs and that we may have a donation or sale to help him? Well the time has arrived. On Friday which is on the 4th of July, we are having a sale of edible goods. Me and my friends will be running a little stall or something like that. Please come and support our donation/sale called save a friend donation!!!

Venue : SMK USJ 4

Time : 2.30 pm - 6.30 pm

THANK YOU!!!

The Call by Regina Spektor

The Call by Regina Spektor. This song is from the soundtrack of the movie The Chronicles of Narnia 2 Prince Caspian. Its a beautiful song. The words are so lovely. Its my new favourite song. Here are the lyrics. Hope you enjoy them.

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turned into a quiet thought

Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back

When you call me

No need to say goodbye

Just because everythings changing

Doesn't mean it's never

Been this way before

All you can do is try to know

Who your friends are

As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon

And follow the light

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye...

Now we're back to the beginning

It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too

Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye...

Time passes by...

Wow... Its been a long time since i have updated hasn't it... Well... I'm sorry i haven't... As you can see I kinda added some changes to it... Time has passed and its already July! Anyway, so much has been going on!!! As you all kinda know that there were probationers before? Well now they have been selected!!! There are only 20 left. Installation day is coming up on the 14th of July. So many things have happened these last few weeks... There were fights, demon possession, stress and much more... But i'm not going to elaborate on it. Not to brag or anything but most of you know that i'm the head prefect of my session and it is really getting to me... The stress is very overpowering!!!

Well basically, its really REALLY REALLY getting to me... Oh well... One of the minor problems in my life... Well I guess now its time to get serious... Anyway, there is this guy i know, he is a super nice guy. He is one of the nicest guys ever!!! Well he has a problem and he needs help financially. Well actually he didn't really want anyone to know but finally told me what was going on (but i'm not telling what). Its a real shame... But I know God lets all this happen for a reason. Me and my friend tried to help him by buying him food and water to let him bring it home for his family and him. But it is really sad to see a child of God suffer so... I almost cried just looking at him... Anyway, if you would like to help, me and my friends might be having a sale or donation at SMK USJ 4. I will post when the sale will be some other time. So please wait till further notice.

Anyway... I guess that's all I have to say for now... BYE!!!

A most enjoyable day!!!

Hello everyone!!! Wow... Its been long hasn't it??? Sorry for not updating... Exams... But now its over so HOORAH!!! Lol... Well today was teacher's day, woke up at 6.40... Got ready and went to school, met Christy there and sat there and waited for Jean Ann, Safura and Arina... After that went to help the teachers with the gifts... I arranged the gifts till my back was sore... My head was actually spinning... Then went to the canteen and had a very short chat... After giving out the gifts, me, Ashley, Christy, Jean Ann and Li-Kenn went to the discipline room to rest in the air-con! Lol... Chatted about where we were born, what our first word was and lots of other stuff... Then Pn. Vijaya asked us to help to bring some things to her car... We actually went to her car bare footed!!! Lol... Then went to one of the classrooms upstairs and watched the teacher's and student's battle against each other in sports... We were cheering like mad people! Haha... Played truth or truth while listening to off key music... (truth or truth not truth or dare)

Finally when teachers day was over, we headed of for Taipan... Went to McDonalds... Saw a sight for sore eyes... Two as a matter a fact! And one of them was a person I knew... I absolutely did not want to pay attention but of course everyone lost their apettite... Ate quickly, threw our rubbish away and quickly headed of to PatisFrance... We shared 8 scoops of gelato ice-cream... But christy didnt eat cause she was full...

Then we went window shopping... After a while i noticed that almost all the clothes looked the same and were not exactly cheap... I forced Ashley to stay with us instead of going with Li-Kenn... I mean come on! She is a girl for crying out loud!!! Anyway, we then went to a pet shop... Me and Li-Kenn just adored this cute puppy!!! And we also adored the adorable hamsters!!! Lol... We then went to big bookshop... Me, Ashley and Li-Kenn were staring at this girl/boy wondering if he/she was a gir or a boy! Lol... We stopped when we noticed the child was staring at us... I saw this adorable book with baby Pooh in it!!!

We then headed to this Kiosk and went in to avoid three guys smoking outside... When we went in, no one was there... We finally found out that those three guys outside were the ones wo worked at the Kiosk!!! We then headed back for school... On the way back, Jean Ann suddenly started whining about losing her lollipop... Then she and Christy started singing a song about the lollipop... Jean Ann was also complaining that the cashier did not even return her change... Finally she found it... And then she and Christy started talking in baby voices... When we were almost about to reach school, I realised that my leg was bleeding and that it was a very deep cut... And i didn't even know!!!

The school was totally deserted when the teacher's left for their trip to Melaka for 3 days and 2 nights... Then we went into the prefect room. We played a short and fast game of Cho Tai Tee till Aizzudin and Kirstin came... When they came, we discussed some things about the prefect board and then left to foyer C to play some more Cho Tai Tee! I quickly switched on the fans and started sliding on the ground... It was so windy that the cards were flying everywhere!!! Finally it was time to go home... We went to the tempat menunggu and took some pictures there... Finally Christy's mum came and fetched me, Ashley, Li-Kenn and Jean Ann home...

When I came home, I took a bath, went out for dinner, came home and went online... The End...

THIS WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!

Tagged AGAIN!!!

Tagged by Jean Ann

List out 5 things you wish for:

1. A life...

2. Money...

3. To have all my dreams and wishes come true!!!

4. To make the ones I love proud...

5. To just be me!!!

The person who tagged you: Jean Ann

Your first 5 impressions of her/him:

1. A wonderful christian...

2. A nice person...

3. A very kind hearted person...

4. A very lovable person...

5. Sometimes annoying... (jk jk)

The most memorable thing s/he has done/given to you:

Nothing really... Lol... :P

If s/he becomes your lover, you two will:

Not possible and yes it will never happen!!!

If s/he becomes your enemy, the reason will be because:

When it happens I shall tell...

the 5 people I want to kacau?

1. Jean Ann

2. Li-Kenn

3. Ashley

4. Wei Beng

5. Christy

Who is 3 having a relationship with?

Hmm... K. V. ???? LOL!!! (jk jk) No one I think...

Who is 5 having a relationship with?

I have no idea...

If 2 & 3 got together, would it be a good thing?

No comment...

What about 4 & 5?

=)

What is 3 studying?

She is in form 2...

When was the last time you chatted with 5?

In school today...

Does 4 work?

No...

Would you be with 1?

No way... She is a girl for goodness sakes...

How about 5?

Nope... She's also a girl...

Does 2 have any siblings?

Yup... Two older sisters...

How did you get to know 2 & 4?

2 - School...

4 - Church and school...

Where does 1 live?

USJ 5

Is 3 the sexiest person in the world?

Thats not for me to say... LOL

5 people you tag:

1. Wei Beng

2. Bianca

3. Wei Liang

4. JinXian

5. Joon Keit

A dead blog...

Hey guys!!! Yes i know, i know my blog is like dead... Well sorry i haven't been updating... Anyway... There has been a lot going on I guess... Exams are coming up... Haven't been studying though... Lol... Have been really stressed these few days... Today was ok though... Played Cho Tai Tee with my friends today though... And of course my day was ruined thanks to a certain woman and boy... Both idiots... Ms. L* and Mr. A*... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! LOSERS!!! Hai... Well there wasn't really anything i could do about it though... Oh ya! RISHANTINI YOU ROCK!!! (Cause she stood up to Ms L*) Im really in a blah mood... Well tomorrow is another day... I guess thats it for now!!! BYE!!!

Tagged again...

Tagged by Jean Ann and Wei Beng

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What is on your mind?

- Hmm... I Believe in You - Il Divo and Celine Dion

2. Have you given your first kiss away?

- No...

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island,

who are the 11 buddies you would take with you?

- God!!!

- Jean Ann : She's a good friend

- Ashley : Every one needs a weirdo by their side =P

- Christy : She's ok

- Michelle : She may not be the nicest girl around, but she's ok

- Daryl : Hmm... Nice guy

- Li-Kenn : A friend

- Wei Beng : MENGADA!

- Leonard : Joker

- Subash : Wannabe

- Ben Sern : No comment

4. Where do you really want to go?

- Heaven

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

- That my dream of being famous will come true!!! Lol

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

- Uh huh =)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

- Hmm... My friends and my relationship with a certain someone

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

- Hmm... Lets wait till that happens to find out...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

- If it really matters then yes, but if not then no...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

- She is a girl, she is my friend and she is a christian

- He is a guy, he is annoying/mengada and he is a christian

11. What is the 3 things you need to propose to someone?

- Love (most impotant)

- Commitment

- Sincerity

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

- People who think they are know it all's

13. What is the one thing you cannot live without?

- Hmm... Air? Lol

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you

or would you rather they keep quiet?

- It depends... But yeah I guess I would rather have people point it out to me...

15. Question removed.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

- YES!!! I admit!!! I am a shopaholic!!! Lol...

17. What is the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?

- Thats for me to know and for you to never find out!!!

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

- Hmm... My hard headedness.

19. Are you fabulous?

- Hmm... I dunno???

20. Would you wanna change the world ?

- If its possible sure! But its not...

Question removed :

Love having fun with your friends???

- YUP!!!

Tag:

- Jean Ann

- Wei Beng

- Wei Liang

- Joon Keit

- Aifa

-Kirstin

- Jinxian

- Chia Mei

Love Song by Sarah Bareilles

These are the lyrics to my FAVOURITE song!!! Love Song by Sarah Bareilles. Hope you enjoy it!!! Lol...

"Love Song"

Head under water

And they tell me to breathe easy for a while

The breathing gets harder, even I know that

You made room for me but it's too soon to see

If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages

No easy way to say this

You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's

Make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better

Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way

That they all say things you want to hear

And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and

Your twisted words,

Your help just hurts

You are not what I thought you were

Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you

Made me think that I need this too

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's

Make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better

Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on

To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone

'cause I believe there's a way you can love me

Because I say

I won't write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

Is that why you wanted a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

If you're on your wayI'm not gonna write you to stay

If your heart is no where in it

I don't want it for a minute

Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that

There's a reason to

Write you a love song today